#ELLIES LITTLE JOURNAL !!!!!!!!!!!!
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OLAKAYYYYY
OH OKKKAYYYY
I LOVE SKIPPING GUYS!
might be cooked guys
How..?
Blood vessel popped i think
That pic does NOT show anything but damn๐โโ๏ธ
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chiikawa .
no
no
no
I ate rice
and beans
yum
I don't like this guys
I want to go to bed
But I feel too silly
I want to jump around
And spin
And dance
my mommy thinks I'm acting weird
I grow my nails out just to bite them off
Im doing it right now
me with dyker ๐
im getting put to work by my mommy now
might jump into the flams
flames
why won't I lose anymore weight
guys
im gonna jump
I already lost weighr
but this isn't enough
I watch my portions now
and I'm never still
im always moving
either I'm running around
cleaning
dancing
or whatever
I think it's because I don't drink enough water
I hate this
I actually burnt myself
it hurt
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I hate this
im gonna scream and cry
I wanna jump on top of my mom
she won't carry me anymore though
I think it's because I'm basically her height now
but it doesn't matter
guys
im gonna cry
mel
mel
mel
she carried me
somewhat
no
not really
A little
Well
I pretended she was carrying me. We both pretended. But she really wasn't.
is it weird that I wanna either be carried or want to carry someone
j want a little brother guhs
I need one
Im gonna
anwyays
Why is it so hard to find love ๐ I want love, I want someone to genuinely love me. I'm too scared to date though. I've turned down people, and I even lost the chance I had to even interact with the person I loved so much. It kinda sucks. This sucks. But whatever! Not like I'll see them next year anyways. But if I do, I'll probably fall in love again.
where's my true love
i waited long enough
Ive always wanted a prince ๐
like
like
the princess and the frog
I love that movie
so much
I wish that stuff would actually happen in real life
unfortunately
it wont
I still think about it
and I still imagine what life would be like if all that type of stuff was true
prince charming
prince naveen
I think
yeah
i think I'm mainly the problem
yeah
I probably would've found a great person a while ago. But im too stubborn
I don't wanna get hurt
and I don't wanna hurt my partner
so I just decide to not date
well
one day I'll meet someone
i don't know
but for now all I can do is keep on dreaming
Im not ready to go back to school
I hate school
But i love it so much
That's where I met some of the greatest people ever
id say that's where I met the actual first love of my life
But I don't really think it was actual genuine romantic interest i had in him
He helped me a lot
And
a bunch of other people too
Girls
Mainly
and i caught on very easily
He treated me like if I was everything, like if we were actually dating. It was a weird feeling
but I liked it
and so did he
I think he tried to get me to send a specific type of picture once
but I didn't give in
Why are most people I've met like this
anywahs
I remember i got into a argument with him
it was
nasty
I still can't belive i got so jealous
it was crazy
but
he did ignore me
when another girl came around
but it's so stupid because it was in a game too
She joined
and he ignored me
And i tried talking to him but eventually gave up
and then I told him I was gonna leave
and then a hour later
I remember him asking "where did you go"
And then we had a argument
And then we split ways
like always
I came back crawling
but he wasn't the same anymore
And i can't blame him for that
He was more dry
mean
and he became a bad person
well
not a bad person
but he did many bad things
he smoked
vaped
Got into so many fights
argued with teachers
he skipped classes
and stuff like that
i mean
who does that,m
what type of middle schooler even does all of that?
after that
we kinda drifted apart
I talked to him but when I noticed he didn't seem to really care about me anymore, I stopped being silly, I stopped texting in all caps, I stopped responding immediately, and I just stopped thinking about him
Once he noticed he wasn't getting all the praise, love, compliments, and affection I used to give him, he began to try to be nice to me again
to be honest
i got really really happy
I loved his praise and sweet words
But I decided to not give in
now we ghosted each other i guess
The last time he texted me was
Sunday, January 5th
I never answered
Sometimes i watch him pass by me at school
And i wonder what would've happened if I answered him that dah
day*
I mean
I joined this server to get over a bunch of bad friendships, and to escape from all my problems
family problems
School problems
and other problems
but im pretty happy I joined this server anyways
I got to know some cool people
And some bad people
I don't know if this person is reading this right nkw
I won't name you
but even though we stopped talking for a specific reason, you were a very great person. A very funny one, and very #strong one too
but anyways
there's this other person I met
very
very great person
from this server too
just a month ago we were strangers
Now we are friends
And I'm glad we are
The second I saw him yap in venting-3, I already knew
holy shit!
This guy is kinda cool
and i replied to his messages he sent
And I'm glad I did
Because a day later (I think) he texted me
it was kinda a stupid text
but whatever
And after that we began talking
The more I talked with this guy, the more I began to get comfortable around him
I mean who wouldnt?
hes perfect
hes great
but anyways
we got closer
and closer
we had our ups and downs
but at the end of day, we always made up. We talked it out and gave our sides of whatever was going on
I really liked that
Usually the person would give up on trying to get me to open up, and they'd just shit talk me, or hurt me emotionally
but not this guy
Which i like a lot
#cool
Im glad I decided to stop being nonchalant that one day, and I cried and spammed him
whoops
well
despite being MEAN before I spammed him, he still answered, and was very sweet to me
(I was the one being mean)
hes so coolio
I stole that from him
I think when he wakes up
And if he actually checks my journal
He will know this is about him
I have some messages i didn't see from him
sorry guys
but anyways!
hes very cool
very smart
very tall
very sweet
very caring
very wise
very nonchalant
and basically has every positive trait
If I actually knew this beauty irl and if I saw him everyday, I'd probably jump onto him and never let go
also
im very emotional sometimes
and he always puts up with me
so
hes a very
patient person too
and he helped me with a mega big problem too
so
hes cool
no
hes
perfect
for that
and for praising me
(sorry)
writing this made me giggle
I feel silly now
I love you bruzz huzz (am I poetic?)
hospital right now
these kids
are dancing
it's so cute
I'm gonna start dancing with them atp

guys
you know hwat
I'm not nonchalant
lowkey
since it's gonna be hot soon
i
I literally put on my old swimsuit thingy
guys
it still fits me
#snatched!
vusy
guys
snoopy is awesome
dude
I've been spelling awesome wrong for like 3 years
awsome
awesome
๐
anwyays
Id rather be silly and smell like gingerbread cookies than walk around with half my butt out and smell like cigarettes
baby swings are awesome
anyways
my wallet is awesome hello???!
you guys don't understand how much I love him
I hit this pose everyday
pompompurin is also goated
love that little man
guys I look lighter in this ๐
my tummy hurts
SHOWER TIME!
๐ฟ
I love him
hes in my wallet
his pc
han hit that
did you miss meee?
A lil
HELPP
๐
huh
guys hwat??
Oh yeah Anderson did his test and he passed since it was so easy
All he had to do was say who the main character was an the book title
But he cheated
He looked at the back of the book

guys what
duee
dude
what test are you even talking about??
OHHHH
NVM
I REMEMBER
dude
HELP
I SHOUSLVE GONE
OH MY GOD
Yeah
He stuttered
MY BROTHE JUST AT MY CHOCOLATE
I'MMA GET HIM
Anyways we got our homework PACKET for scuence
GO GET THAT LITTLE BOY!!
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Real
Anyways review for the test on Wednesday for drama
Ummmmm nothing else really
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No except he park one
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I forgot I can't cuss
WHAT
Oh
STKP STOP
They are okway with that word
screenshoted you
No
stop
No
stop
Someone report this user for spamming
Wanna see a picture of my pants?
I wa about to send a picture of my butt since I forgot can take it off then send a pic
Like I got in position
Id flash you in a couple
I arched my back a lil
STOP
I was tweaking out last night and had the urge
to what
current mood
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WAAAAA- SO K-KAWAII!!>0<
I didn't notice the cute emote at first
I watched him get beat a couple times
It was awesome
Guys w-what..-!-
Akright
alright buddy
I hope he reads this
and sees how much of a hater you are
N-No!!! I donโt support H-H- HATRED!!!!๐๐๐๐
Noโฆ. THATS NOT ME!!!!
SO LIKE FREAKY
What
IN THE GC
Yup
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AND I KEEP FORGETTING KIMBERLY MIGHT HAVE SEEN OUR TEXTS
HWLP?
Wtf is this doing here
what does this prove
Like in Albert's video
I forgot
which one
but I just remember him
using the term hacker
Yupโฆ!
YAYAYAYA
Or sum like that
MY FAVORITE IS ALL HIS BREAK IN VIDEOS
Thats notโฆ.
or the ones that feature temprist
Taste
RAHHHHHHHH
Oh my god
^_^
!!!
โฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธ
Wtf are these quotes๐
What
๐โโ๏ธ
I'mma put in my journnal
jess uses that
WHAT
Same
Wait I'mma send them to you!!!
Alright buddy
jump
THAT WAS SO SPICY
I DONT KNOW WHO DID THAT
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Alexander's dad doesn't like me dude
Yeh
The two empty cairs
On both sides
Alexander could just have mine and Genesis could just have the one on her side
they are so stupid
HELP??
She stunk up the WHOLE PLAVE
ALL I WAS SMELLING WA EGGS
HELPPP
she farted so much in math I was boutta pass away
He kept laying on your chair
Yeah
was bro tryna get a sniff or whaf??
Then he pushed himself unde the table
okay
...
Did he at least fall?
He was Dracula or whatever
He got up then your chair fell
he always looks at me when I try to look front
I get that he thinks I'm looking at him but he has to realize the bored is in front of him
๐
He's slow
๐
like
if he does it silently
Then
Okay!
That's fine
BUT he basically says everything that comes to mind
And he always looks over
as if we are about to answer him
๐
"I know that answer to..!"
guhs
okay
we get it
it know it too
???
HELP
oh
okay buddy
That was wrong of me
lucky I didn't ss that
#D1HATER!!!
No
My big sister in trouble!!!
She's sleeping and won't clean the cat litter
My mama boutta get her๐๐
I hate this
eye drops scare me
There's some around my eye
and i wanna wipe it off really badly
but I cant
So im trying to blink it away
I have to be held down ๐
Im tweaking out
WHERES MY DRESS
ITS GETTING HOT NOW
i NEED my beautiful dress
Im gonna cry
this wind also has to stop messing up my hair
wiat!
guhs
I was lowkey
kinda
more awesome months ago
wiat
๐ช
Im gonna jump up
my friend was such a cute baby
so adorable
im going through my photos
why was i so down bad for everyone

@granite gull
guhs
what is this timing
the second I get to my not very cute ss
this
song comes up
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toxic boyfriend
OH MY GOD
I LOVE THE PRINCESS AND THE FROG
I'll cry
guys
literally
I gotta list these things
i love
Many things
okay
SIAT
wait
guys
guys!
The princess and the frog made me think about love so now I have to talk about this
I think
Dating is very scary
I was tweaking out about this topic just yesterday
But I gotta again
I keep on saying this but im too scared to date!!
Id love to have a partner
A caring one and funny one
they may not have to be perfect
but whatever
I don't know where I'm going with this
I keep on thinking about my other half
weiiedz!
I miss this poo
I think we would've been something
maybe
I mean we've know each other for like
6 years
or 7
I cant remember
But it was for a long time
And i just can belive that we never got to get together
he used to like me
and I only developed a tiny spark of actual romantic feelings for him years later
and then I guess that spark grew bigger because I lowkey became weird ๐
I miss that poo
He was the first person in my ENTIIRREEEE life that I actually considered dating
He was so sweet
anyways
Unfortunately, a
the love of my life got a girlfriend!
this was so funny
Hecwas so silly
UNTIL HE GOT A GIRLFRIEND
OH MY GOD
BUT I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT
APART FROM SIT DOWN DURING LUNCH
AND WATCH HIM SIT NEAR ME AND JUST STARE AT ME
WHILE THERES A GIRL
BOTHERING HIM
I MEAM
WHY WONT HE JUST TAKK TO ME
WE GHOSTED EACH OTEHR SHRE
BUT HE ADDED ME ON ROBLOX
AND I ACCEPTED IT
SO DOES IT ME HE WANTS TO TALK WITH ME AGAUN?
I HATE THIS
I WANT HIM BACK
ITS BEEN WEEKS
MOMTHS
DAYS
HE PROBABLY IS OUT OF MY LIFE FOR A GOOD REASON
BUT I GENUINELY DONT CARE
DUDE
I NEED THIS GUY
I MISS THE WAY HE WOULD TEXT ME
I MISS HIS STUPID VOICE
I MISS THE NICKNAMES HE HAD FOR ME
HE WAS THE FIRST PERSON I MATCHED WITH
I hate this
I wish I'd be called ellie again
this sucks
I loved that guy
But i fell in love with him too late
actually
Or maybe he gave up on me too early
guys!
I need to calm down
it was never this serious
lalala
I love all my friends!
This is about to be me
wiat
HELP
screenshots or camera photos?
@granite gull
okay buddy can you answer?
Dont tell me you fell asleep again
Screenshots
Are they not the same..?
Camera = camera photos??
We know
Like we just find random photos?
... I'mma disappoint you cause there's barely anything
Let me look
OH WAHT
should we expose each other
like
things like
"Mel shit hsrself"
HELP
Yes
I'm cooked cause I forgot everything๐
DUDE
REMEMBER
I'll go first
Um
Recently when you decided to use my chest as a squish toy
๐
YOUR TURN
Had the urge
When you fell on your knees over a guy in PUBLIC and you also were quite loud
I cant spell
๐
OKAY
that took a blow...
okay
my turn
Whennn
the basketball left a dent on you
Ahe
HEL0
HELP
Which one
Eh could be
HRS
#nonchalant
I can't remember wait a minute
All the above ig
HELP
GOU GO FIRST
THEN
Twice mentioned
anwyahs
HURRY UPPUH
oppa
oppa
aaa!
skrry
sorru
My brother doesn't wipe his butt which is obvious, my big sister and her boyfriend fight everyday over the dumbest things like a game
oky
okay
HELP
OKAY
HELPPP
MY TURN
i remember
in c town
my sister and I were
Playing around
And hitting each other with the grocery bags
and
I hit her too hard with one
And she stumbled back
right into the boxes
they all fell on her
HELP
I blamed it on a worker nearby
We had to dig her out
YOUR TURN
One time when I was like six me and my aunt had a stapler for the first time an we were playing around with it yeah that was a ba idea since my aunt ended up stapling her thumb
HELP

Love her!!!
I thought of a new idea

Sure
I'm cooked
HELP
Yours...
ME OR YOU
okay
wow
so
My mom got me for giggling
Naywayd
Anwyasa
anyways
I already told you this, but I remember this one time when I was like 6 I noticed my sisters began to bring their own items to the bathroom. Like their devices. And I kinda thought that was cool. So I decided to take a bag with books to the bathroom
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YOUR TURN
Ummm something weird about me is that I would imagine if someone's private parts stunk or not an then I would imagine the smell an gross myself out but I still kept thinking about it
Wrap it up
Yeah....
HELP
Well this my true self!!!
#nolies


