#I'm so close to thinking about running away and ending it all

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buoyant fiber
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My parents have always given as much as they could to make me happy and i appreciate and i sometimes give back because i feel guilty. They like giving materiasltic things to make me happy but in reality thay are actually horrible, its mainly my mum more than anything. She always starts arguments with me for no reason other than to make me upset and even when i do nothing and shes in the wrong she punishes me and its so irritating. I think my mother loathes me and it hurts.

They might potentially break up because i'm the "problem" when i don't do anything but defend myself against their toxicity and it's making me crazy. I am not eating properly and not sleeping properly I am at an all time low and everyone says that its better if i leave so i might as well do it.

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I don't have the motivation to do anything at all

forest widget
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Hey,

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I know its hard.

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Your not alone, I can relate.

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I dont know if that makes you feel better.

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but you got this.

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Don't end it.

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but people care about you.

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I do.