I know that you've made space with him until you have more controlled substance
#accidentally locked
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But
It's likely you need far more than just space from him
It's not healthy what he does to you
But he isn't what's best for you.
Haha.
I'm not laughing, it's just familiar
But no matter how good a person is to you, they may just be a phase
Did you tell him of the damage that the medication was doing?
But your emotions should matter as well
Have you really been happy since you started feeling the negative effects of the medication?
I would like to help but I'm sorry
I've been in your position before
And I will never heal from it
It seems that the one who needs help is him.
And not your help either, but professional help
Because from what you said, it seems like you are not his equal in the relationship
But in every relationship, even if there is a dom-sub dynamic, it should be equal
Even though he's helped you, you don't owe him anything.
I hope that my significant other still feels that way haha
So that means that something in your life is clashing with the meds, and either that is him or that is the meds
If he was truly enough, you would not need any edibles or medications
Imagine... This is making me sad
If my true love said that they were disappointed in me, I'd probably die 💀
Because he sees that he could end up getting in the way of your rehabilitation
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Ah