#im in a loop and am lost

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glad jay
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i cant find anything to be happy abt anymore, all my friends no longer talk to me its so hard to make friends anywhere i go and nobody even wants to speak with me at the gym,work, in general, ive been thinking abt ||suicide ||for months i just need help and i just feel so numb people look at me like a monster and i cant keep going

dense iron
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dont commit, find someone or something to live for until you have your own reasons, took me a couple years but I am happy again

glad jay
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i tried to find someone and they broke my heart

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and i just dont find anything enjoyable

dense iron
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I didnt either

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for me it was choosing my own death

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I lived for those around me until i could find a way to die the way i wanted to die

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i ended up finding reasons to live before I found a way to die

topaz bay
topaz bay
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Keep living

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Living is pretty damn important

dense iron
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it is

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just keep existing and sooner or later youll find another reason to start living

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not the best advice but im not a therapist

topaz bay
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If you don't live you don't get to make fun of pedos

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But think of it this way

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If you're stuck in a loop, speed up

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You'll eventually leave the loop due to overpowering the forces causing you to go in a circle

dense iron
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yup, sooner or later that circle will wear thin and you can escape, but only if you keep going to wear it down

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stop and it wont ever break

mossy shadow
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try searching for someone on the internet who has the same problems

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then chat with them

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you could become great friends with them

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@glad jay

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i dont have the same problems but i was emotionally abused

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i've watched my father physically abuse my mother

glad jay
glad jay
mossy shadow
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have you tried talking with a therapist?

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or a suicide hotline?

glad jay
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but yes to the therapist

mossy shadow
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did it help?

glad jay
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but i couldnt afford it anymore

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not really

mossy shadow
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maybe we could talk

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i could possibly help

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i always wanted to help people

glad jay
glad jay
mossy shadow
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do you have a favorite thing to do?

glad jay
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not anymore

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i used to have a lot of things i enjoyed

mossy shadow
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like what

glad jay
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like skateboarding, and watching tv but it all reminds me of her

mossy shadow
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of who?

glad jay
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my ex

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5 yrs gone in a flash

mossy shadow
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what happened?

glad jay
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she broke my heart

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and left me

mossy shadow
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oh

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im sorry

glad jay
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yeah

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its all good

mossy shadow
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do you like dogs

glad jay
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yeah but mine died 7 yrs ago

mossy shadow
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what was your dog's name?

glad jay
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Rowdy

mossy shadow
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what breed?

glad jay
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Pit bull

mossy shadow
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aww i love pitbulls

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they are adorable

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my fav breed is golden retriever

topaz bay
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My dog is a pit bull catahoula mix

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Big ass lap dog

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She loves everyone unless she don't know you

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She done bit 3 Amazon drivers by jumping OVER a gate 😭🙏

mossy shadow
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damn

topaz bay
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Dw though, we put her on a leash now when packages are about to arrive

mossy shadow
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jonny, are you still there?

glad jay
glad jay
mossy shadow
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alright

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wanna see a pic of my dog?

glad jay
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Sure

mossy shadow
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gotta dm you since i cant send pics in this

glad jay
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I just want to feel something it’s just numbness, everyone around me my age is partying while I’m stuck I wish I didn’t have to be an adult anymore