#Possibly going back on Lexapro

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left plume
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I've been off of Lexapro for maybe a year now. I tried to manage my anxiety and depression holistically with supplements, meditation, some of my own spiritual practices, along with therapy and a lot of reading. I just don't think it's enough to my stress and the ruminating thoughts that I have.

I also haven't been sleeping through the night for the last few weeks. I thought it may have been my mattress cover, but I took it off and I'm still having issues.

If you've been following along with my posts, I had a conversation with my ex on Monday that caused a panic attack. The panic attack hangover may be contributing to some of this too, because I was at least eating okay before that happened. Now I have no interest in food really!

There are just too many things going on, and I think I need the extra assistance. I'm hesitatant to go back on because I've been on and off medication since I was at least 14 (I'll be 32 next week). My family wasn't able to afford therapy for a long period of time, so they just kept me on the medication. As I grew older, I couldn't find the time to go to therapy and really put in the work. I didn't really put a lot of focus on it until I was about 28.

My point is that I'm fucking sick of it!

upbeat ibex
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your story is saddening

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you don't deserve this at all

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you want to end all the stresses in your life without the use of antidepressants, right?

cobalt dawn
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Hey I'm also on lexapro

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How has being in it affected you long term @left plume

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I kind of feel like it might have numbed me emotionally

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But I also don't know if it's the medication or what

upbeat ibex
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i will save you from the hell that is your stress

left plume
left plume
left plume
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But there's also outside factors (work, school, family, relationships, etc) and the internal (trauma).

cobalt dawn
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I don't think I can ever get off of it, it's just the only thing that makes me functional

left plume
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Do you do any therapy along with it?

terse quest
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whats your treatment plan? if they even offered you any

cobalt dawn