I've been off of Lexapro for maybe a year now. I tried to manage my anxiety and depression holistically with supplements, meditation, some of my own spiritual practices, along with therapy and a lot of reading. I just don't think it's enough to my stress and the ruminating thoughts that I have.
I also haven't been sleeping through the night for the last few weeks. I thought it may have been my mattress cover, but I took it off and I'm still having issues.
If you've been following along with my posts, I had a conversation with my ex on Monday that caused a panic attack. The panic attack hangover may be contributing to some of this too, because I was at least eating okay before that happened. Now I have no interest in food really!
There are just too many things going on, and I think I need the extra assistance. I'm hesitatant to go back on because I've been on and off medication since I was at least 14 (I'll be 32 next week). My family wasn't able to afford therapy for a long period of time, so they just kept me on the medication. As I grew older, I couldn't find the time to go to therapy and really put in the work. I didn't really put a lot of focus on it until I was about 28.
My point is that I'm fucking sick of it!