woven kelp
Okay, here I go. Hello to whoever is reading this. I am currently suffering, but I don't know from what. I'm very tired, and this journal is just... I'm not sure. I guess I'm just trying to find help. Trying to find someone to talk to. Someone who's just... I'm not sure what to say anymore. I'm very, very tired the moment I'm typing this on the journal. I am seeking help.
I really trying to connect with my friends, but they just don't feel like my friends. I can't... I just can't open up with them. I need help. I don't know what to do. I really, really want to know what's happening with me. I'm tired of everything. I don't feel the... I'm not sure what I'm saying anymore, honestly.
I guess I am tired, but, like, the tiredness that I'm having is very rarely, like... I'm overwhelmed. I'm stressed out. I'm sometimes burned out. I don't know. I don't know.
Right now, my only solution in trying to cope with myself is just playing games, especially... Not especially.
For example, Minecraft. I actually play a lot of Minecraft. It's cool, this stuff. But playing that for so long can give me lots of migraine. And what I do to help me from removing the migraine is just sleep. I
don't have the prescription or whatever kind of medicine for it. I'm trying to survive right here, but it's so hard. Is this some kind of mental health? I'm really curious. Oh, my God. I dont know anymore. I kinda know i have adhd too but I'm undiagnosed still. Its the signs of it that makes me think i really have it and i really need to know if i actually do.
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