Considering suicide heavily

[glacial cloak]

Really the only reason I haven't already used the gun we have downstairs is because I don't want my dad to have to deal with finding the mess itd leave behind. Other than that I'm really struggling to find any reason to keep living, no actual friends, pretty big shut in, no reason to leave the house most days and even if there was one I wouldn't really feel like it. Pretty hopeless but I'd still like to be proven otherwise

[nocturne hornet]

Don’t do this

It ain’t the answer

I been through so much and I still stand

[tame shoal]

hi ill be ur friend

i used to carry the same burden and i feel the same but i wouldnt take suicide as an answer

[glacial cloak]

I appreciate it but I'm not sure i wanna drag someone into my problems on a deeper level although it might be contradictory since I made this post to begin with

Not sure what I want right now

[tame shoal]

Lets share them

i want you to read my post called"2particular issues i need to resolve"

[glacial cloak]

Alrighty ill have a look

[tame shoal]

im saying for u to check it out to understand that i believe that not js us but a lot of people are going through this,thats why were here in the beggining

[glacial cloak]

That is so damn for real i wish I had the strength or articulation to outline it so clearly

Especially the second part I've had a very similar experience

It did not end well

[tame shoal]

be my friend id like to listen to ur stories

dont go into those deep dark thoughts tho 😾