#too numb

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lament ore
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2024 and 2025 have been such shitty years. I’ve lost the most important people in my life, literally and metaphorically.

I can’t feel anymore. It’s weird. I’m aware that bad things are happening around me, but I just don’t feel bothered to care anymore. I don’t think it’s normal. Yet at the same time, I’m ok with it.

wintry lotus
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Hey if you want to im here to talk, and yeah I sorta get the feeling

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That when you're so down that lows seem like highs because you're used to being down so much

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and you've sort of settled for it already since in your heart you kinda gave up on it

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and I kinda understand

lament ore
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yeah thanks. it’s pretty much been that. sometimes i think it’s too late for myself. i got broken up with recently and ever since i’ve been trying to be a better person. i want them back, but i’ve already given up hope on it. i care but my heart doesn’t want me to care too much :///

wintry lotus
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Ohh noo, dont worry I guess it isnt too late, theres always hope okay. And I wanna let you know its normal. Because caring so much and crying so much can feel rlly damn depressing, at some point you give up on caring and its okay. But deep down you still do care n the conflict tears you apart and yeah, i wanna let you know its okay and its normal and its fine.

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And yeah placing your hope and trust in people sometimes dont work out because were all imperfect, and im so so sorry for your loss as in people whove died or got out of your life like your ex, and i feel so so so sorry for you

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and just losing everything ill be honest, i cant understand it. But ive met people who have and they carry such a weight and sorrow, and i wanna tell you the same thing i told them

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Im there for you and if you need anything from me, just ask

main cargo
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You should obviously see a psychiatrist or a therapist

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The main thing is to have a good specialist. You don't need heavy medications if lighter medications work well