#i don't know what to do

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rotund lantern
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Im turning 17, i have the best relationship i could ever ask for, though we have gotten through a really rough month. Everything is going great with her but idk why, i somehow keep feeling the same way. I just want to be happy again. i used to 'not care' about anything, and nothing ever bothered me. Somehow now i just feel sad, and i cut myself in my wrist and arm a few times, but this just temporarily helped. i don't know what to do. my girlfriend doesn't really understand, and i'm scared to fully open up to her because she will tell my parents that i cut myself, and i don't want them to know or worry about me. i don't enjoy doing stuff i used to, like coding or gaming. only thing that can make me feel better is when i'm with her. i don't really have much friends, i just know people and people know me. no actual friendships. i just feel like letting myself fall down the stairs and hope i break my nose or something just so i have a reason to cry without getting judged by anyone. I don't know what to do.

rotund lantern
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yoi seem like you have clinical depression

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best thing to do is take a break from social media

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and start self improvement

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and eat healtht meals

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and sleep for 8 hours

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everyday

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same time

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and work out

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youll be goood

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and even if you did loose interest in stuff

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stilk donit

cedar canopy
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i totally agree with faide here

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you can also try going to a therapist if doing this on your own is too hard for you which is totally fine

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is your girlfriend 100% gonna tell your parents or are you wondering if she will

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because honestly if the risk isnt high i feel like you should tell her

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she might not understand at first but she will still love you either way and she can be your extra support

rotund lantern
rotund lantern
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she told me herself

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cuz she was struggling too i helped her but it kinda fked me up

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she cut herself i did everything i could ever do to get her mental health stable

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and it is now

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then she said if u ever do what i did im telling ur parents

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because she knows its bad

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i know too

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but i couldnt help it

rotund lantern