summer terrace
I am in the 9th grade and can't focus to save my life and everytime I talk about it I get called lazy and dumb, I feel like no one truly loves me anymore, I dont wanna live anymore but I am to scared to kms and every time I talk about it I feel like I am a burden or I just get ignored, I struggle with hygiene and have no friends IRL and even then I have like 2.