I wanna kms but i dont have the balls
#Value
coral plover
Why don't u think you have any value
granite crown
Cuz im not doing shit
theres no substance
i feel like i dont have value bc i dont have anyone that seriously cares yk
coral plover
Yeah
granite crown
i feel like im in an unending cycle of misery
coral plover
I can understand why you would feel that way with noone around you
your gonna meet someone who shows you how much your worth to them and they'll open your eyes because your worth alot more than you think
I always used to think I was too ugly and mean for anyone to care for me but someone managed somehow to find it in themselves to help me, there's gonna be someone out there for you
But if you ended it now you'd never know that feeling and I can't persuade you it's worth the wait untill you feel it for yourself
granite crown
That seems to me like a hollow promise. Like something you say to make someone happy short term. it doesnt make sense to me
coral plover
Well I can only do so much, I'll probably never see your face speak to you in person or be able to know you deeply enough to gain your trust, I'm just trying to tell you what Ive known from my experience, if I was just trying to make you happy in the short term saying this wouldn't be a good way of going about it because you already have your suspicions about weather what I'm saying is genuine and I don't think your nieve enough for it to make you feel any happier about the way things are
I do wanna give you hope to motivate you to hold out allitle longer because if you give yourself another chance things might change
granite crown
thats not the response i was expecting. thank you for being genuine, however even when i try to do "the right thing" or "what im supposed to" it never really works out. I have no ambition and i cant seem to find it
coral plover
I accidentally ran into ambition
It wasn't untill I had a partner did I have an ambition
And its been building since I met her, some people aren't ambitious I'm certainly not the only ambition I have is to give my partner a good life
And honestly Its rare I can do the right thing when it's asked of me, but it's not about weather you did the right thing it's about your heart being in the right place too
Life comes in swings and roundabouts you often don't end up where you planned but if you persist you can get pretty close
That's why I want you to just live longer keep doing what your doing and see if you can find someone who can empower you to be who you want to be and live how you want to live
granite crown
how do I get my heart into the right place? ive been asking myself that and trying to do better for almost a decade and i dont see any progress
coral plover
Well it's a feeling ultimately
Do you feel your want to do good and want good in your life
Does your mind tear you apart when you know something isn't going your way in life
Do you feel upsatisfied with where you are now in life for whatever reasons and can you tell me you want those things to happen
Do you feel lost and worried about how things might turn out
Because these things show your heart are in the right place