nimble cloak
Ok so for the past month or so, ever since winter break ended, I’ve been more focused with school than ever. I quit platforms that were distracting me like tiktok, instagram, snapchat, etc. because I thought it would cut the time I’m spending on that so my time doesn’t feel so wasted. Deleting social media though has given me a search for any sort of entertainment, and made me realize why everyone consumes so much nowadays. Every day at 5:30am I wake up, take a shower, get ready, and go to school. I do my work, come home, do my homework, and sleep. This is the same routine every. Single. Day. There isn’t anything new or exciting about school or daily life like there is to mindlessly scrolling on tiktok. I need a new purpose in life to keep me going and I can’t find one; I’ve been crying almost every day just hoping that things will change. Any older people with help on what they did to survive highschool let me know because I am in DIRE need of help😭
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