#Everything's just.. messed up

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drifting oracle
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I'm Luke, 14M.. I'm in 10th grade, recently switched to homeschooling due to bullying. After switching, I got diagnosed with ADHD, OCD and Mixed Anxiety Depressive Disorder, and am now under suspicion for ASD. If I had to describe my life, I'd do it like this:

  1. Physical health:
  • I have severe vitamin D deficiency, leading to debilitating bone and muscle pain.
  • I have a ligament tear in my right knee.
  • I have dyslipidemia which I have to take statins for which cause muscle pain.
  • My psych meds cause extreme hunger which has led to me gaining weight after losing it with much effort (and some part thanks to meds that made me lose weight)
  1. Dreams and daily life (Occupation):
  • I'm working on a novel, 14k words in.
  • I wanna act.
  • I wanna get a PhD and become a successful neurologist.
  • I use a set of wheels to decide what to do.
  1. Social life:
  • I have very few offline friends which I contact infrequently.
  • I have online friends but none very deep.
  • My mother, who I'm closest to, has a lot of fights with me and blames me for my depression and other issues.
  • My sister doesn't care and father doesn't do enough.
  • I want everything, not only material things but also to know and to do everything.

Thanks for reading. Just.. makes me feel better to get this out there. If y'all have any advice, I'm all ears. Idk if what I said makes sense, but I hope it does.

earnest field
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Milk helps w vitamin D

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Working out, and eating protein based diets help with restoring and growing strong muscles and like things to keep your bones together

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I think they called ligaments

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But anyway

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Whenever you feel your symptoms or whatever

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Close your ears

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Stop listening and focus on yourself for like a minute

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Examine your own problem

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Idk if that really helps but I hope you get better