frigid nova
Since the 17th of December I've had continuous nausea and stomach issues because of my anxiety and I've been to the emergency room a few times already and every time it's come to the conclusion that it's just my anxiety but I can't get rid of my anxiety and I'm beginning to hate myself.
My parents have already done what they can and at this point they're tired of me so woohoo.
No matter what I do I always get my anxiety back. Like even when whatever is giving me anxiety is finally taken care of, 5 minutes later I'm immediately getting crippling anxiety from some other thing.
I can't escape anxiety and it's taken up my entire winter break. I had to cancel all of my plans and let down all of my friends because I feel awful and my medicine only provides temporary relief from nausea.
My next college semester starts in about 7 days and I've already had a full month to recover from this and I feel like I've made no progress. I always feel like I want to vomit.
Does anyone have any advice? I can't snap out of it I need help and I don't know what to do. I feel trapped.
TL;DR : Crippling Anxiety is inescapable for me and I'm starting to hate myself. I feel trapped. I need help.
Stuff I should add: I do not have access to a psychologist or therapist or anything like that. I also can't get anti-anxiety medicine. Both are for personal reasons.
limber coral