I don't feel like a human

[nimble ridge]

So my whole family lost a family friend who was very close to us all my family is broken crying etc and I'm not at all happy laughing like normal And this death has not hit me at all. The passing was about a week ago.

But I feel like I'm a bad person for not crying cause I feel like I don't need to is that bad?

[lyric needle]

Ngl I know what you mean I have had passings of people and animals close to me

They usually make me very upset but in my own way

For my dog it took me a couple of months for it to really set in but by that time it was easier to deal with