I'm 22. I feel tired,old and defeated just being backstabbed by "friends". Which started to make It harder for me to enjoy my hobbies if I can't find anyone to share them with.
I started feeling demoralized as well. I do have ADHD Meltdowns, but generally I'm a bit stoic and I'm a bit used to being by myself since middle school for this matter.
I guess I'm just different? 🤷♀️
I don't want that nor i dont want to feel like this. So I would appreciate if I can find someone with a common understanding and liking and respecting our boundaries by being transparent.
If you don't want to, that's fine. I appreciate you at least seeing post. Maybe one day this loneliness I have will end. It might as well be peacefully at least right?