Upset

[vital tinsel]

Okay, now to wait for people

Or not

[prime shard]

woah woah

let's slow down

[vital tinsel]

Mkay

[prime shard]

why do u wanna hurt people

what did they do to u

[vital tinsel]

I dunno

It depends

Sometimes the reasons are normal everyday issues, and childish to complain about

But sometimes, they happen to be severe problems and occurrences

[obsidian cove]

i see it now

[vital tinsel]

Yeah

Hey

[prime shard]

like what

[limpid peak]

Sorry if this is a little straightforward, but are they like, intrusive thoughts or are you okay with them?

[vital tinsel]

Like my mother invading my privacy in a way I can’t forgive her, or my divorced parents threatening to pin kidnapping charges

[prime shard]

ok wtf

[vital tinsel]

Typically longer thoughts, but they aren’t unwelcome

[vital tinsel]

Yeah

[prime shard]

fym "pin kidnapping charges"

[limpid peak]

What the???

[vital tinsel]

International kidnapping can be pinned on someone if they take a child while not in custody

Which could lead to jail time

Also it doesn’t help that my dad has anger issues and my mom is a habitual liar

[limpid peak]

Your anger is completely valid, that sounds like a nightmare, but I’m guessing this only serves as fuel to the thoughts?

[vital tinsel]

Well, anger is a funny way to put it, and I don’t even know if I’m making a big deal, because I shouldn’t be concerned abt this. And yes, they do provide fuel

[limpid peak]

If anger isn’t exactly how you feel, would you mind describing in your own words what you’re experiencing?

[vital tinsel]

Less impulsive than anger, and doesn’t have buildup like rage, it’s more like hate

As an emotion

[limpid peak]

That’s understandable given you’re current situation

[vital tinsel]

Yeah

[limpid peak]

Do you think you have these thoughts, mostly about killing because you’d like them to stop and feel as if it’s the only way out, or is it something else?

[vital tinsel]

More like a: do this, but don’t because you’ll get caught and have your life ruined

[limpid peak]

Oh I get that lol

[vital tinsel]

I have many plans

And resources

[limpid peak]

So I was trying to understand what you’re going through so I could assist you in any way possible

[vital tinsel]

The only thing stopping me is the law

[limpid peak]

Nothing else? No guilt?

[vital tinsel]

Sometimes.

Sometimes I wonder, why am I like this

But typically, no

[limpid peak]

Do you have a personality disorder by any chance? /nonjudgmental

[vital tinsel]

I dunno

Possibly

I don’t think so

[limpid peak]

That’s alright, sorry if these questions are invasive, like I said, I’m just trying to understand the context behind all this

[vital tinsel]

No

Not invasive at all

I don’t mind

[limpid peak]

That’s good

[limpid peak]

But the reason I asked this is because you’re responses lit up some lightbulbs in my brain

[vital tinsel]

I have no idea

But okay

[limpid peak]

My brain just works like an machine built only to sort, I do it on impulse

[vital tinsel]

I get it

[limpid peak]

Im sorry for cutting our conversation short but I do need sleep, goodnight and I wish you all the best/gen

[vital tinsel]

Thanks

Gn