Depression, and how i deal with it. | The Therapy Center | Page 1

dark tusk Jan 9, 2025, 1:51 PM

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i will write my experience with depression, and how i deal with it.

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this is also my jounral.

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 1:52 PM

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Hey man

dark tusk Jan 9, 2025, 1:52 PM

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Hello

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 1:52 PM

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How you doing today?

dark tusk Jan 9, 2025, 1:53 PM

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a normal day..
but i have a lot of anxiety about my future.
my father is going to a warzone, so we can have a normal life, in a normal country.
i'm gonna lose all of my pets, and my mother is still trying to quit Codein pills that turn her into a psycho.

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i have anxiety about my career, and my future job.

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i work a lot, but i don't know if i can make it.

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 1:55 PM

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Just before i give out any advice, do you have religious views?

dark tusk Jan 9, 2025, 1:56 PM

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I'm a newly Christian.
i was born into a Muslim country, but I'm a Christian.
i read 5 verses of the bible daily, to start my day.

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 1:56 PM

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Thats good

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1 Peter 5:7 says, "Cast all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you"

dark tusk Jan 9, 2025, 1:57 PM

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trying to quit my severe ||masturbating ||issues too..
it's gotten so bad, that i can't watch women without having extreme urges.
but i'm trying my hardest to stop it.

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 1:57 PM

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I was raised in a Christian household and trying my best to stick to it, although no ones perfect

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 1:58 PM

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dark tusk trying to quit my severe ||masturbating ||issues too.. it's gotten so bad, that ...

Ay man, ive been there. Its not easy to quit, i would say it was one of the most hardest things for me to stop doing, and i still go back to, thats how hard it is

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Dont think your in this alone

dark tusk Jan 9, 2025, 1:58 PM

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the only thing keeping me alive is my passion..

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i would have nothing to do here without that.

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 1:59 PM

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Thats not true

dark tusk Jan 9, 2025, 1:59 PM

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i've thought about ||Suicide|| but my passion stopped me from doing so

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 1:59 PM

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Please dont

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If you make that decision, your going to regret it

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Instantly

dark tusk Jan 9, 2025, 2:00 PM

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just a few months ago, my mother came back from the hospital after a month of being in the hospital, because of her pill issues, and heart failures

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she constantly screamed in our house

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she beat up my father's parents

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 2:01 PM

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Do you mind telling me how old you are?

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just so i can give out better advice

dark tusk Jan 9, 2025, 2:01 PM

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under 18

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 2:01 PM

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for age range

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Ok

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That must be very disturbing hearing that

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Does she ever lay hands on you?

dark tusk Jan 9, 2025, 2:02 PM

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once she tried to when i found out she started to go back to the pills.
but not much.
she did end up lying to my uncle, and father, and told them i beat her up.
i don't blame her, because she wasn't herself.

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she's gotten better recently

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 2:03 PM

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dark tusk she's gotten better recently

Thats good

dark tusk Jan 9, 2025, 2:03 PM

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but she's lied about not consuming pills many times

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this can be one of them..

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 2:03 PM

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Just know if she ever lays hands on you then you have a right to defend yourself and call the authorites

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 2:04 PM

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dark tusk but she's lied about not consuming pills many times

The power of addiction is horrible when it comes to thing like this

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Its crazy

dark tusk Jan 9, 2025, 2:05 PM

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i've been having severe anxiety about artificial intelligence too. what if it takes over, and i won't be able to get a job related to my passion.
but i found out it can't bring in new things..
all i can do is trust god, and do me this one favor, and i'll work as hard as i can for my goals.

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sometimes i sleep all day

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 2:05 PM

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Artificial intellegince is scary man

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i get it

dark tusk Jan 9, 2025, 2:06 PM

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because of the anxiety

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 2:06 PM

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Ive had that happen to me before

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Here ill brb

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srry

dark tusk Jan 9, 2025, 2:07 PM

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i quit school, since i wasn't gonna study, and it would just stop me from following my passion.
i have anxiety about the fact that if i don't reach my goals. people will mock the hell out of me..

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i don't feel most emotions now

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i don't feel sorry for any human because of the previous things

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 2:08 PM

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People wont mock you for not reaching your goals trust me

dark tusk Jan 9, 2025, 2:09 PM

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i used to watch CNC , and it wouldn't fulfil my desires.
i tried as hard as i could, and quit watching CNC.
but i still think about it.

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they mock me now for being a school dropout.

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my father is always behind my back

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but my other family members are super doubtful

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and often mock me

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 2:09 PM

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dark tusk i don't feel most emotions now

Ive been in instances like that but you have to say to yurself "what those people did to me is my past, my future is what needs tobe focused on"

dark tusk Jan 9, 2025, 2:09 PM

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while they haven't done anything in their life

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 2:10 PM

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dark tusk they mock me now for being a school dropout.

Block out there voices they are just trying to hurt you and make you feel that way

dark tusk Jan 9, 2025, 2:10 PM

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urban crater Ive been in instances like that but you have to say to yurself "what those peopl...

i can watch a human ||die|| infront of my eyes, and i would have no emotions.
i don't know why, and i don't like it this way.

dark tusk Jan 9, 2025, 2:11 PM

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urban crater 1 Peter 5:7 says, "Cast all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you"

how do i cast all of my anxieties on him?

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sorry

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i'm a newly turned christian..

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 2:12 PM

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dark tusk how do i cast all of my anxieties on him?

Dear Heavenly Father,
I come before You today with a heavy heart. I lay down all my worries, fears, and anxieties at Your feet, trusting that You care for me and will provide for me. I release all that weighs on my mind, knowing that You are in control of every situation. Please take away the burdens that I have been carrying and replace them with Your peace that surpasses all understanding.
Help me to trust You more fully, to remember that You are with me in every moment, and to find rest in Your presence.
I surrender my concerns into Your hands and thank You for Your unfailing love and care.
In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen.

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 2:12 PM

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dark tusk i'm a newly turned christian..

Its all good

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 2:13 PM

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dark tusk i can watch a human ||die|| infront of my eyes, and i would have no emotions. i ...

Past experiences carry heavy weights on our hearts, and Its hard to understand emotions because of how you were treated

dark tusk Jan 9, 2025, 2:13 PM

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urban crater Dear Heavenly Father, I come before You today with a heavy heart. I lay down all...

do i just repeat that everyday? in islam, i remember we had to do it in a namaz.

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 2:14 PM

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dark tusk do i just repeat that everyday? in islam, i remember we had to do it in a namaz.

Whenever you feel like your going through a hard time and ever thoughts of ending you

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Heres a good song i would listen to

dark tusk Jan 9, 2025, 2:15 PM

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about songs, music is my passion.

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that's what stopped me from ending it

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 2:15 PM

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Listen to chain breaker by zach williams

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Its a very deep song

dark tusk Jan 9, 2025, 2:17 PM

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wanna hear what i listen to whenever i feel sad?

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and depressed

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 2:17 PM

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Sure

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oh wow

dark tusk Jan 9, 2025, 2:19 PM

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aw

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can i send it in dm's?

urban crater Jan 9, 2025, 2:19 PM

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Yeah sure

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I have to go now though

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I have school to get to

#Depression, and how i deal with it.