wheat fractal
I had been thinking of breaking up because after I had given my full attention, loyalty and love towards her and made sacrifices that affected me for her sake that she wanted such as my fitness and education, it felt as it she was losing attraction towards me and would never make time for me as we would go from regularly texting every day to texting for 30 minutes or have 5 or 6 texts within the day every 3 days. The final straw today was when we had planned to meet 3 weeks in advance and I had rescheduled the date thrice and today, she decided she would rather spend her time with her friends after promising the day before that we would meet after I had placed alot of effort in giving her gifts and planning the date, when I explained this to her she said "jesus christ why are you crashing out I just want to be with my friends". However, I feel like I made a mistake breaking things off because I blocked her and didn't give her a chance to communicate and I don't know whether I should try contacting her again because I don't want the idea of her truly losing attraction to come to fruition in loving someone else.