crystal willow
After a whole year of recovering from the previous years i have gone back to that same state. I'm no longer happy, calm or sociable. Instead i'm just really depressed, irritated and very lonely. There's some other major factors to why i'm this way but wont mention unless someone wants to know. I have been considering ||Sh|| and ||death|| for a while and now the temptation is strengthening. I do ||sh|| every now and then but the ||death|| thoughts are neatly every day. I'm so lonely and lost and not sure what to do.
broken estuary