tidal sorrel
HII! Im a 14 year Old Girl from Denmark.
Info b4 u read: my biological mother was on ||drugs|| before and while i was in her stomach, this resulted in me getting moved to a foster family, my biological dad left my mother when he found out she was pregnant w me due to him already having a family (he was divorced and already has children with his ex-wife)
When i was younger (around 3-6 which was also before my foster parents got divorced) my mom had this shop with horse gear and other stuff (i lived on a farm with horses,dogs and cats. And the shop was next to the stables we had) I don’t know if this was a dream or smth but I’ve always remembered it and if I’m in there I can locate exactly where this shouldve been. When I went in the shop, I saw a door in the corner of the entrance, I went inside and it was an elevator with a funny and cute sweet clown inside, who said “hi!” Then the elevator went up and we went into an infinite story playroom, it feels so weird that I feel like it actually hapenned and I’ve been telling my friends and family about this since I was 4, I also sometimes pretended I had a Broom I could fly on (which was a Stick I sat on) and what I remember is that I actually flew for a few seconds (like around 20-30 seconds) I also remember that I would jump on my trampoline and then mini motorcyckles would drive into the trampoline and I would have to avoid them and jump over them. When I got mad as a kid, I also Saw a crane in my head and when it dropped the box I would always scream. I know this sounds like a childs dream or imagination but it legitimately does feel like it was real. I can locate where it happens and how it looked and everything and this was around 10 years ago.
I don’t know if this is because of my mother taking ||drugs|| while I was in her stomach, (because that’s also the reason i have many disorders)
Does anyone know why this happens?
Note: I have scitzophrenia,ocd,add,anxiety,and anorexia and idk if any of these r why
marsh badger