NEED HELP GETTING EX AKA LOML BACK (dm for more info :()

[inland cloak]

I dated my partner for about five months. I’m 19F, and he’s 21M in his final year of college, with job placements going on, which was stressing him out a lot. We were both atheists when we started dating, but he converted to Christianity during our relationship. Because of that, he stopped being intimate with me, saying lust is a sin.

We lost our virginities to each other before he converted, and he said he regretted doing it before marriage. I wasn’t happy about it and wanted him to replace the intimacy with more attention or find some way to make up for it. I just wanted more attention, but he wouldn’t give it to me. I know I was being selfish. One day, I asked him if he thought we were going to last, and he said he’d love for that to happen, but some things might be out of our control. He said he had doubts about us. I told him we should part ways, and so we broke up, but I regretted it just three hours later and contacted him. I begged him to come back, but he wouldn’t. He said the thread of our relationship had been torn and that it wouldn’t be the same anymore.

I asked him for one last date before we parted ways, and he agreed. We went out for karaoke and had so much fun. I even recorded videos of it, and it felt like we were still so in love. On the way back, I asked him again if we could get back together, but he said there wouldn’t be any originality anymore. I just couldn’t understand it because we’d been so happy together. All his friends also told me how he is genuinely in love with me too and he has never treated any of his previous girlfriends he treated me. He also told me Im the most amazing girlfriend he ever had multiple times throughout this. He said we could retry in 4-5 months but when i brought it up later he said he only said it so Im not sad.