My life<3 | The Therapy Center | Page 1

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HIIII I'm Zara

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I am a girl cat_cry and I'm 15

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I honestly just wanna talk yk vent out my thoughts here

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Sooo heres a thought thats been on my mind for a while

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I really don't understand divorce, How can two people who fall in love and then fall out of love. like hellooooo waste of time??? ur supposed to be my one and only

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what about the wedding vows?

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like yes things get hard but why not fix it

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not alone

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not apart

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together

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i meannn cheating is a different thing thats smt i would get a divorce for

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but is everlasting love possible?

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Maybe there is but I'll believe it when i see it

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no one in my family ever had a longggg relationship

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like you see on TV

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and maybe im cheesy asf

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but I WANT THAT SHIT 😭 (i have that shit!!!)

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Like i have a bf rnn

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and i love him fr and he loves me

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we never fight

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and i cant imagine fighting

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yeah we had lil arguments

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but we never go to sleep angry

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always ALWAYS make up

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but then again maybe were a little mature for our age 😝

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We always communicate

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I trust him

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he trusts me

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I'ts likeee

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F THE WORLD ALL WE NEED IS EACH OTHER BAE

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And i would never never make my man feel like shit

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i admit when I'm wrong and so does he

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I will cook for him he will too (he trys)

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Lol gotta teach him

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how to cook

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but then again dont worry about that baeee I'll cook you something

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We both know that our relationship is gonna have a big hit like a tsunami one day

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but i know we can jump over that tsunami

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SO WHYYY

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Do ppl who are in love

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break up or get a divorce

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i know everyone is different

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And im not talking about reasons like cheating and all that yk

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thats baddd

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i mean like

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a argument

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losing feelings

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that kind of stuff

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I COULD NEVERR GET BORED OF MY MAN

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LIKE

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me and bae could be 60 and still together

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Im not finna get bored of him

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helll nawww

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to the naw naw naw

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SO ITS LIKE

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PPL WAKE TF UPPP

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TIME TO GO GET THAT MAN OR WOMAN

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TELL EM U LOVE THEM

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AND STAY TOGETHER NO MATTER WHAT (unless toxic toxic)

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I do nott like toxic shit

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Anyways thats all on my mind for right now

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I LOVE MY BF !!!!!!

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its been abt a year and were still blushing and getting shy

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Lolll

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But yeah peace out for now

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hamster

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OKAY SMT IS ON MY MIND

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SO LIKE

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I didnt get anything for christmas from my familyy

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and i hate it when ppl ask "what did you get for christmas?"

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I dont even know what to say

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but

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MY BF

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GOT ME GIFTS

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sometimes i wonder how the people the spent your whole life with can hurt you more than strangers you just meet

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Like random friends that i and for 2 weeks will get me something before my fam

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WELLL I DONT HAVE A MOM AND DAD

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dad (dead) He was my bsf and still is

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Mom (not really around)

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but i do have lots and lots of family

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who comes over and says

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things like "what do you want for your bday"

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but never gets you smt

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but its alrrr

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I MAY BE ONLY 15 BUT IM MAKING ABT 2K A MONTH PLUS

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I GOT A MAN WHO GIVES A SHIT ABT MEE

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I loveee my family ofccc

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my love for people will always be pure

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i hate no one

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literally

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no one on earth i hate Lol

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But

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it do hurt sometimes

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I have 4 brothers

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OLDERR

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Im the only girl

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and the youngest

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(i'll get into what that feels like soon)

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but yeah

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all in there adult ages

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except for my twin brother

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(i will tell yall about him some other time)

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YOU KNOW WHAT FUNNY

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I LOVE MY FAMILY SO MUCH

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I WILL GIVE THEM EVERY DIME

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I HAVE

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Because thats what family is for

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IF I WANNA BE TREATED DIFFERENT

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I GOTTA SET AN EXAMPLE YK?

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But yeah i regret nothing

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and im grateful for everythinggg

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Oh and one more story

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(SORRY EVERYTHING IS OUTTA ORDER IM JUST SAYING WHATEVER COMES TO MY MIND)

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Soooo ever since i was 5

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i always said

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"IM GONNA GET A CAR BY 16"

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I work hard everyday

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I know its worth it because its for my future

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and guess what

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15

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and almost saved enough for her dream car

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PEOPLE TELL ME "YOUR BF IS GONNA DISTRACT YOU FROM YOUR FUTURE"

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Well actually

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hes helping me build a future

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and nooo

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me adn bae are not growing up too fast

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we still have fun

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But we know when not to have fun

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the goal is

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TO DO EVERYTHING RIGHT SO YOU WONT HAVE TO HEAR EVERYTHING WRONG COMING FROM OTHERS

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Got money (i didnt grow up rich i earned this) got my husband ( didnt go looking for boys, the right boy came to me and hes actually the one who told me the goal) Got my grades up (study study HAVE FUN study, dont work too hard)

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LISTEN

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IVE BEEN DEPRESSED

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STRESSED

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ALL OF THAT

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the thing is

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its all what made me wanna get up

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start slow

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eat 3 times a day

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go outside

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simple things

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i told myself

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IF IMA BE DEPRESSED

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IM GONNA BE DEPRESSED IN THE SUNLIGHT

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HELL NO AM I GONNA SIT IN THAT DARKNESS

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anyways

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I've been abused, used and broken

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but i NEVER

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Let that ruin my life

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GOTTA WALK THRU THE FIRE BEFORE YOU REACH GREATNESS

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right?

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ALSO HUGE TIP

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TOXIC FRIENDS??

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LET THEM GO

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Its hard

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but its holding you back

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Toxic family? unfortunately i do not have the answer to that

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i just love them like family should

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and hope that they can come around

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and follow my league

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I get mad but i found smt to help with anger

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i corchet!

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FIND SOMETHING YOU LIKE

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THAT YOU CAN DO

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AND DO IT

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Well thats all for right now everyone!

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Goodnight or goodmorning beautiful people

#My life<3