hey guys, so i'm sukie. and i struggle with depression and body insecurity and just, mental illness in general. i'm not sure what's wrong with me, but everytime i look in the mirror or the scale and i just feel absolutely worthless, and it feels like that will not change until i feel prettier, skinner, more fun, smarter just a better person. i can say with 100% idk why I was born. god could've chosen other soul but instead i was born, and i am just pathetic.
#i don't want to live anymore
umbral ore
and this
feeling
has been getting worse and worse and worse and worse and now i really just don't want to live anymore. i made friends, have family, feeling like an ugly duckling and maybe some people are stronger than me to live through all of these feelings
but the sadness, that tangs on me every single day every single moment
sleeping is an escape
good numbers on the scale feel like heven and i just..feel like i'm done. i cant dealwith my own mind anymore i hate the depression i hate feeling like i hate EVERYTHING i just want to pass on, but there's no painless way for me to do it.
broken niche
Don’t do it
Sukie is a beautiful name btw
Yk why
A lot of us have felt that way
Think of the person you find the most beautiful
He or she has felt that way
Many times
Because it’s usually the most beautiful people
And I mean it I’m speaking from experience
Of what I’ve seen it’s bizarre
Let me show you this girl she was feeling the same kind of way
I don’t think I can send pictures
But listen to the Wizard Liz
umbral ore
Thank you so much
broken niche
Ofcourse
You deserve love
But people are devils
It also may be form the inside feeling of thinking your personality isn’t good enough
But it’s perfect
You sound nice and there would be someone who your personality would help soo so much
Like I found mine and we’re so close it’s such blessing
Thank God
Just trust knowing you deserve more