Tbh my everyday i feel like life is just comin down i feel like i annoy everyone and im fuckin depressed im a player and a cheater (I did cheated on someone in the past only once but now bc of that i have the title of it) everyone calls me a player a manipulator and they think that everytime i get with someone they think that im goin to manipulate them or play with them which is not true i have a friend that wants to beat me up bc of this i tried to tell him that i want to change he said that scumbags like u wont change never but like i have a bf rn i love him soo much but like before like 4-5 months ago i was with a girl name Fiona she was amazin she was perfect that was my first relationship i had since years and i feel like shit bc i disrespected her and all and now after all the relationships i had more than 20 in les than 2-3 months ive never felt like with her and like i keep tellin myself that it doesnt matter the long distance which it does but bc im a fuckin idiot i keep doin it gettin with ppl from like america and shit but then i break up with them bc long distance but i dont play with them bc i do truly love them and appreciate them sooo much i will leave here some proof abt what my friends say and all but pls i need help i wanna change pls i WANT TO!
#Im just a scumbag after all
urban smelt
I wish i could send some ss abt it but it wont well if anyone wants to help i'll provide ss abt it...