Listen friend, for me at least your mind tricking you for not achieving anything instead it distract you to wrong path think of example like have you plan anything to do something that help your career instead of doing thing that you weren't need to? Let's say you want to become a artist for example yet you get distracted by your thought while doing creativity thing that will eventually kill your creativity skill from that distraction? That's like when you play games you focusing on then get notification because you forgot to turn it off haha. Instead turn that "thought" off by manually and adapting that thought that will help you in your career in a long run unlike when you get annoyed if the notification on the games continue to do this it's simple listen to song you like while doing thing you love it help you to get distraction from those thought and help you achieved thing you desire you dreaming for there much more one important is have fun well you can't just do one task that you want to achieved sometimes a good laugh will help you distract from those "thought" in this case just manage time while you enjoy in free time and when to doing task you like remember it's all in mind it is the most powerful thing you have you gonna be glad you have human brain that can have complex thinking skill like a genius who can invent anything. Okay this is long essay I dont wanna see people die it worth nothing to me.. nobody care if people die thats the rough truth of reality you just gonna accept that if you really want a peaceful life just be alone by yourself spend time with yourself but that make me wonder why do people suffered and in pain if there no god says by atheist.. what will really happen after our soul goes away? I want you to think that you can still accomplish things in this world god give us pain and suffering just to make us stronger if there no pain or suffering why would this planet called earth exist and why would god exist if there are humans live without god we wouldn't be here life is really complex you don't know what beyond the universe there could be more life there it's really scary I rather spend time on this planet then died to ..nothingness.. can you imagine that.. well don't mind me writting whole essay I like helping people in need we can be friend if you willing to do so:) just enjoy life alright take care
#I plan on killing myself
restive vigil
zinc gyro
you dont need to achieve anything to be alive or happy
restive vigil
That is indeed untrue I experienced it and the more I do less thing I like the more I feel like I don't feel like I dont achieved anything and it's making my life feel really really miserable by disgusted at myself for being lazy and now Its starting to get better as I try to be more better through my life it's never too late to start something for your own career sake and it's much better to do it early than getting distracted by something that doesn't make your life better
You can really regret by not doing better and you will never find out who you suppose to be and what your purpose to be in this world earth if you keep your comfort zone keep stay
If there no other choice left just take a walk go for a run connect with nature that what I do when Im at my lowest it's really a beautiful life to be by myself and I truly appreciate for who I am now it took me a years to recover from all that suffering and day by day it's progression rise up to the better and sometimes I try having fun to do thing I like and laughed at my silly mistake that's how I overcome my fear anyone can learn something it's just take time and patience if you manage your time properly
But that doesn't mean I will stay in my comfort zone I know those pain come again later in the future and I'm not going to give up because I came this far lots of hard work i did in the past and I couldn't just give up just like this for you and everyone else life is just try to play with you sometimes you become sad sometime happy again I said that in my previous essay I believe you including everyone have that "value" and try to analyse it even the smallest thing you did will effect your life in future and I'm sure it's even better and worth later in your life. I beg you you still have time as long you live in this world there many reason why you deserve to live first is of course the pain you go through you become stronger now I'm proud of you can bear all of it. If fail try again again again and again just put your mind that "no matter how long it's take I will make it I deserve my life because this pain is nothing compare my hope and motivation" don't ignore this message if you want me to keep your spirit at your peak self
gilded dragon