At this point i dont know how long its been since ive kept insisting to my mom that i dont want kids. She keeps saying things like, when you're married you'll understand one day or etc.
Iam currently 18 years old and even now I still dont want kids. Im not quite sure how to describe why I dont want any but the best I can say is perhaps for my own freedom (no offense to any1 who has kids ofc, your happiness is what matters most).
Even convos like blah x3 you'll get it when you have kids one day and I would respond with; but i dont want kids, and she'd always say "dont say that".
Or even convos like (maybe a bit pg) "I want to get chest reduction surgery" (because i dont like having a big chest as a masc leaning person). She would say something insane as "wait till you have kids first so you can provide for them, then you can get the surgery." That one made me gen concerned with how desperate she was for grandkids.
It made me genuinely concerned and scared for the future when ill marry my future partner and still dont want kids after years and idk what my mom might do at that point.
And pls dont say things like "I didnt want kids either back then but when i married i wanted kids and now i love them and my grandchildren." Iam most likely dead set on not having kids.