i need advice/ someone to talk 2

[quasi bobcat]

so i had this bf of 1 months and he tried to commit so he went to a mental hospital and when he came back he said that he didnt think we worked out anymore so we split ways. he said he was focusing on his mental health and wasnt dating/looking 4 a relationship. but the other day i found out he had a new gf...and it upset me because he wasnt honest about the dating thing. and in the past he did a lot to hurt me. he lied about his whole life and he lied on me to his friends, he said he'd leave me for his ex and he cheated on me. i told his friends how bad it ade me feel and they said "oh thats just platonic he does that with all his friends" he told some girl he loved her a lot and made a joke about having a baby with her, and he would spam her saying he missed her. so i got fed up by all of the bs he put me through and that gf thing did it. i dmed him and told him how he made me felt and i told him i hated him, soon enough his friends began to bash me and get mad at me and tell me i acted depressed for attention. when he did that to me i was really put in a dark place and was not looking for attention i wanted comfort and support for what i was going through. i want advice on my situation

[little saffron]

that guy sounds like a very toxic person, you are better without him
Just ignore and try to forget him, you deserve someone far better that actually cares for you

[quasi bobcat]

thats the thing, ive been having relationship problems for the longest and its ruined my mental....but i feel as if i dont have someone to love or to love me im not happy at all

i tried taking breaks from relationships but i need comfort 24/7...im a very clingy person and i have really bad attachment issues