I'm not sure where to start or what to say so I'll just ramble, found out my gf who I've always loved and cared for has been cheating on me for around 2 years now and I just found out because she got pregnant.. I'm amidst my fight with cancer and this has honestly broken me apart. Ever since then I've been just driving across the country just anywhere trying to get away from this lie of a life I had but the further I go the harder it's becoming just suffocating I don't really know anymore tbh I really wanna just give up now
#Gf of 6 years cheated and I'm not sure what to do atm
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easy
gym(natty), looksmaxx, get wealthy, face its her loss, 10 years ur gonna be a at the top and she gonna be a single mom
Yeah I have about 12-18 months left in me lol
good
I mean because of the cancer
oh shit
live your life as much as possible, do what makes you happy, and surround yourself with people that care about you till your last breath. The only thing matters is you and you're own happiness.
Wish I had anyone around me tbh and I'm just depressed and can't even move I've been sleeping and crying in my car ever since
How about explore, adventure, meet new people and make new friends. Don't always get stuck at home and depressed, make that change while you have the time left.
I'm not home I left my home when she told me and I've not gone back and have been just driving off
oh u live with her?
what about stay with a family, friends or any mutuals for now?
Yeah we used to live together
I don't have a family and the only friend I had aided her
They're dead
oh-
I don't know I have some for food but I'll just stop wherever my car runs out of petrol
Well just do your best, for yourself and contact someone for help at least.
Not sure who to contact lol
yea just do ur best
Thank you
i know im supposed to be in zen mode
but
this is EXPREMELY MESSED UP
they are messed up in the head
thats all i can really say
she belongs to the streets
I'm always alone
I'm always here for you! Don't worry!
Oh
Well I have solutions
thank you 
I'm a bit late, but many people here will talk and listen for as long as you need them to.
real
Update: I decided to go back home to get my stuff and to work on myself to maybe improve my life; it was the most terrible decision I could've made she was in bed with the guy when I got there and then just things got tense she started yelling at me how I wasn't satisfying her needs so she was cheating on me I just stood there and took it ngl I don't think I've ever been more emotionally dead, I ended up packing my stuff and telling her that she was dead to me when she told me about the infidelity. Now she's blowing my phone up with calls and messages saying she's sorry, I'm back working and living in a motel for the time being till I make enough money to get an apartment for myself.
Would be lying if I said I don't miss talking to someone or having someone beside me to even listen to what I wanna say it's been hard to even find any motivation to do anything and not end it
keep improving ur life, froget her, they always apoligise and tear up when u catch them in the act dont fall for it ignore her move on bould urself up and find other girls in the meantime
tbh better to talk to one in person in a nice place like if u see a cute girl u like in a libary, park, somewhere modest
not a nightclub cause their environment cal tell their personality and including friends
fr....how can sm1 do like that damnnn its messed up situation
please try to 4get her nd avoid her
damn mate sorry about that it really sucks too to find out sm cheated on you when your already down...
but people will be here to help you all the time so even if you don't have a lot of time left do what you want during it
exactly
Not really sure what to do rn ngl I'm p sure I'm getting fired too and there's no motivation to even live now
how u getting fired
theres always a motive to live,
the motive to prove to nut just her but most of all urself what u cam achieve when u put ur mind to where and what u want to to succeed in life
simple
dont eat no bullet or suck off a steakknife, theres sm hope, it takes time but all worth it in the end caue u get where u worked to be
consistency is key
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Not able to work anymore and I actually did get fired
