my boy best friend is gone

[ionic crown]

I don't know much on your situation, but I do want to say one thing

I sense that same missing thing is the same thing that made your relationship fail

I could be way off base, but I have a feeling

And because of that, honestly, you need to talk to somebody, professionally, and you need to be honest, because if I've learned one thing ever, its that you can't fit a circle-shaped person into the metaphorical square hole

You need to find what shape the hole is, so you can fill it correctly