journal(?)

[tropic salmon]

I don't know if any of this is important but can't hurt to write it down ig

I say I don't care about the past and old friends, I say I like change, I don't think I do really. I know it's really stupid cause ppl have actual stuff going on then there's my dumbass complaining about old stuff, and considering complaining about this made me loose my last real friend, "venting" is js stupid

I repeat the same mistakes and sometimes feel tired in both ways, finding genuine interest can be difficult. I'm probably just weirdly attached to "how things used to be" and i need to stop cause it's js rlly stupid and useless and makes ppl dislike me