2 years ago my body completely pooped on me and i was getting panic attacks daily and insomnia nightly. its gotten better but the symptoms still fluctuate here and there. I feel every emotion so deeply because i refuse to medicate. My abandonment issues from being adopted and moving all the time make me feel so lonely. I was going to try and see the after life on my bday 7 days ago but was stopped by someone entering my life only to ghost me 3 days after. My grandma died not long ago and its finally hitting. my mom is losing her memory and her back is turning into a pretzel. and they are old 75-71. my dogs breed is coming up on the expected life age expectancy. I dont expect much from this post but i feel it helps venting this out.
#26 and i feel as if there is no hope left.
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Ik shit is grim for you but
It is only after the dark that the sun shines
Trust me you will get through this ik it hurts but you just have to pull through
Change is a part of life, sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worse
People die, new people come into your life
It happens
It really does