i am currently a highschool student, a junior, my grades are typically average to above average and used to score well in my classes which are above level/honors/ap classes and recently since school has started ive expirienced a major decline in my mental health. I go to school less, i dont do any work in my class, i stress about things alot and as of now I havent been to school since last week friday and i have around 20 absenses and multiple tardies in school my grades are to shit and if i wanted to make any sort of academic comeback it would be nearly impossible since we have close to 3 month of school left. My parents dont know i have been avoiding school and skipping out on work and i feel like if I cannot go back to the way I used to live before all of this I might have to end my life. Im becoming crazy and being high dosnt help any of it Im in third person watching my entire life fall and crumble. I notice that my friends are nowhere to be found, nobody has texted me, nobody has questioned my absense, and I am completely alone and stuck inside of my head. I know my fate but nobody else does.
#Im really high off an edible right now and my life is coming to shit i want to die
latent glade
lofty haven
Does your school have a counciler or something? This looks like the exact thing their job is for