I don't know anymore.. | The Therapy Center | Page 1

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I'm lost to myself..

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I don't know anymore

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Why is it always the kind person get hurt like this? I've been kind to anyone for my 20 yrs of living but why... Is everyone treating me like this everytime..

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The reality hurts

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She was supposed to be the safe place..
But why are you raising your voice, why are you showing that you want to hurt me, and why are you badmouthing me.. When you're down I never did those to you.. I remained calm why are people like that.. I don't understand..

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It hurts

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I became understandable and yet people hurt me..

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She was the last straw I had..

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Was it really to much to ask for? A hug.. I grew up being abused and yelled..

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I don't know anymore..

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I'm messed up my brain..

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I became suicidal

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To the point I tried to overdose myself

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Tried to get hit

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By a fast moving vehicle

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It's amusing to know that I'm still here.. because a day ago.. I was having a heart panic.. I was having a breathing problem I thought that was my end but I guess it wasn't my time yet haha.. I got so many so called close deaths but all didn't happen...

#I don't know anymore..