I'm tired... I have a partner I really really like. They are my dream partner like they offer everything but I don't think they feel the same way anymore...
Context: We are long-ish distance. I can go visit them whenever I want as long as I got the money for it some is hard to have since im still young. Basically ive been at there place a few times and we hangout, kiss etc. All that stuff partners do. They started on this school that sort of works like a bording school were you live there most of the time but come home in the weekends. So ive been texting them everyday been like "Good morning love you and goodnight love you" type of stuff. They use to always text back but a few weeks ago they sort of just stopped texting back but the few times I was like "Why tf you ignoring me" they suddenly text being like "I'm just busy" etc. Etc. But im starting to sort of feel like they are just lying. I know they have gotten popular in there school meaning they get a lot of attention which also means people start liking them... So now I think there is a third person involved that I dont know about. Now im trying to plan going to theres Friday the 11 October but they are just not responding and idk its frustrating. I love them so much though and I think about them constantly but I just want them to say something like "Ive found someone else" just so I can get over them and move on but I can't cuz they will not say that and im to scared too because im scared im over reacting...
I should probably just go die in a ditch...