It’s a long story. He basically lied to me about watching pxrn, he liked hxntai and followed a bunch of explicit art that I said I wasn’t comfortable with. It’s a little silly to be upset over art, but it bothers me. It’s hard to get over the lies and he hates when I bring up what I don’t like and says I’m always trying to change him even after he changed (which I don’t believe bc he lied to me before and now it’s hard to trust him).Now he’s always angry at me, grabs me, and curses at me. All I want is someone who doesn’t mind that I’m clingy and loves me for who I am instead of constantly putting everything on my bpd and saying that I’m too emotionally attached to them. I’m so tired of this. I feel suicidal.
#I don’t know if I want to be with my bf anymore and it hurts
haughty tusk
upper rain
Tbh you need to leave him. A guy like that is not okay. Your relationship will end up very toxic if anything. It is toxic already. He doesn't deserve you if he's going to act like that towards you.
And your feelings are valid too. No one should have to deal with this kind of behaviour from their significant other. If your partner doesn't understand that, they aren't worth dating.