help me pls

[languid jetty]

I can’t do this anymore. I don’t know what to do.|| I really wanna kill myself right now||. I’m such a burden. I’m useless I’m worthless.

<@&993332385670246420>

[grizzled hazel]

Oh girl I'm so sorry you're feeling like this 🙏 Whatever you do, don't do it. Cause I promise you're not a burden, useless or worthless. No matter what you may think or what others may say. There will always be someone who wants you in this world. Whether is platonic or romantic 🙏

[languid jetty]

Please let me go

I’m begging you

[grizzled hazel]

As a stranger I have no right to even keep you here. But truly, you aren't whatever you think you may be 🙏

[fallow geode]

I know life seems hard. But if you feel the urge to hurt or off yourself, please make sure to check out #crisis-hotlines . You deserve to be here, you matter and you’re definitely not useless.

[languid jetty]

Hotlines made me worse

[fallow geode]

Are you able to get support from your friends or family?

[languid jetty]

No

[fallow geode]

Maybe contact local authorities, they should be able to help you

[jagged hazel]

Please think of the little things in life, the things worth living for. You can go to your local hospital if you feel you are a danger to yourself, they will help you.

[runic tree]

You are strong, you are worthwhile, think about the times you've mattered to others! Anytime come to mind? How about right now? With us, random strangers, reaching out to you.

Obviously, you matter to us, and we dont even know you.

Believe in yourself.

[vapid raft]

Are you doing ok friend?

[languid jetty]

Bye guys

[vapid raft]

No no no no

Stop

Don’t do it

Please don’t

@languid jetty are you there?

@languid jetty Please, just talk to me

@languid jetty Hello?

I’m so sorry that you had to go through all this, @languid jetty, may God be with you.

[languid jetty]

DML

FML

[vapid raft]

Oh you are still here, please just talk to me!

Hello?

[languid jetty]

😭

[vapid raft]

It’s going to be ok! Just please, talk to me.

[languid jetty]

I’m gonna kms

[vapid raft]

No, please no.

It isn’t worth it

Talk to me, please

I’m begging you

@languid jetty

@languid jetty please just talk to me, we can work through this together, you aren’t alone.

<@&993332385670246420> could use a little help over here

[languid jetty]

😭😭😭

[vapid raft]

Please, just tell me what you are feeling

[languid jetty]

My friend khs

I can’t do this anymore

[vapid raft]

Yes you can!

Please, there are better ways than this.

[languid jetty]

I CANT

I HATE MY LIFE

[vapid raft]

I’m begging you, please, let’s find a better way do deal with this

[languid jetty]

I FREAKING HATE IT

NO ONE LOVES ME

[vapid raft]

I do!

[languid jetty]

NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME

[vapid raft]

I care.

[languid jetty]

IM SUCH A BURDEN

[vapid raft]

No you aren’t, you are a human being, please, just love yourself a little.

[languid jetty]

Please let me go

Please

Please

[vapid raft]

I can’t do that.

[languid jetty]

Please

I’m begging

[vapid raft]

I know it kinda sucks right now, but please, just hold on

[languid jetty]

I can’t

[vapid raft]

Yes you can!

I don’t care what religion you are, but you are a child of God and you can absolutely do this.

@languid jetty, are you still there?

Please @languid jetty

@languid jetty please come back

[languid jetty]

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[vapid raft]

Please, call someone, talk to someone, please

Please please please

[languid jetty]

Nah

[vapid raft]

Why not?

Listen, I physically can’t stop you, but I can throw so many prayers your way you won’t know what to do. Please, just make it through the day, it’s only one day at a time.

[vapid raft]

@languid jetty Please tell me you are still here.

[vapid raft]

@languid jetty Are you there?

[vapid raft]

Womp womp? Friend, they might be dead now, why on any earth would you say that?

[languid jetty]

Thank you so much to say that. I really appreciate it 😭

[gray grail]

what a guy 😭

What’s happening bruh

if you wanna talk about anything hmu

suicide isn’t the answer

[fallow geode]

Uh..

[languid jetty]

Why is everyone telling me to off myself

I can’t do this anymore

I really can’t

[vapid raft]

Who is telling you that?

[fallow geode]

Who would tell you that?? Hopefully not anyone in this server:( we are here for you.

[languid jetty]

Someone irl

[dense rune]

why do you believe youre useless?

[languid jetty]

Cause I am

[dense rune]

thats not a reason

what is the reason youre useless

because if you cant come up with one then you have no reason to believe so

[languid jetty]

Because I’ve been abused

[dense rune]

and why would being abused make you useless?

its like saying im useless because im a victim

i get that being abused is a terrible thing to go through

but you cant think that youre the problem

[languid jetty]

I am though

[dense rune]

why?

[languid jetty]

I’m always the problem

[dense rune]

why are you a problem?

the only problem i see is that you think youre the problem when youre not

[languid jetty]

Please let me kms

[dense rune]

what do you intend to achieve by this?

if you wanted to end it and you arent just begging for help then you wouldnt open this thread

so do me a favour and stop lying to us

[languid jetty]

I’ll go. Bye

[dense rune]

and as soon as youre confronted you want to leave?

just dont do it, itll be a burden to me if you do

[languid jetty]

I’m not lying

Sorry that i lost a cousin from suicide today

[dense rune]

im saying theres two possible conclusions

youre lying and you want help

or you want attention

which one is correct?

[languid jetty]

None of those are correct

[dense rune]

then what is?

you dont want help but you open a thread anyway, not for attention?

it makes no sense

[languid jetty]

I just need comfort

Thats all

[dense rune]

so in other words, its for attention

and im not saying thats a bad thing

but theres no need to act so desperate

once people realise your motive no one will want to talk to you