day 1. cried. a bit. spent most of my time crying in bed. i feel regretful. like i shouldnt have done that. she made a huge impact on my life. which is why it hurts to just, end our 'friendship'
#logging my moving on process ig
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Day 2. I spent most of the day bedrottinf, besides when I got up to eat and play genshin. So like in total I just spent 8-10 hrs jn bed i thibk without sleeping. I cried a lot in the morning and just felt so unmotivated to do anything.
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Day 3. Didn't cry today so ig that's good. I didn't think about her either. I was trying to just distract myself with games. But yeah meh day ig.
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Day 4. Didn't cry today either. I think the reason I'm not taking it so hard is bec I've sort of been preparing myself for this the past 2 years. I knew I never had a chance with her. I just couldn't stop myself from liking her so.
I loved her alot bec she was my first love so.