FREAKING OUT??

[novel copper]

so I have this joke with my bff that we pull eachother in and pretend to make out or whatever it’s an joke that’s been going on for awhile and at first her responses to me saying “wanna make out? 😏😏” were like “ERRR!!” or “WOAH THERE!! 😟” but now it’s like “Sure!!” and stuff and then we pull eachother in, forwarding to yesterday, we were at strike zone which if you don’t know it’s a bowling arcade thing and fun spot area!! and we always joke about actually kissing but we never do but it was different because SHE KISSED ME!? like not on the lips but like forehead so I kissed the side of her head and then later she kissed me again so i kissed her, none of them on the lips but like on the cheek and forehead and im like FREAKING OUT BECAUSE ITS JUST NOW SINKING IN. I KISSED HER? SHE KISSED ME? AND NOW IM WONDERING IF I DIDNT PULL AWAY, WOULD SHE Have KISSED ME LIKE ACTUALLY? is that something usual that best friends do as a JOKE? was it a joke to her? this is so stupid but IDK WHAT TO DO 😟!?

[buoyant peak]

im gonna hold your hand when i say this

[next lark]

No that’s not really something friends do usually lol😭 I mean did you get any butterflies or anything while you kissed or anything

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[novel copper]

IDK? I WAS SHOCKED AND IM LIKE JUST PROCESSING THAT WE KISSED AND WE SHARED DRINKS AND WE HELD HANDS AND FLIRTED???

[slender vault]

Dw bro it's just friend love