I keep fumbling women.

[neat sphinx]

I swear yesterday went so well, now everything sucks, i kind of hate my life rn.

[flat saffron]

so real

[graceful fractal]

Tip: don't be too desperate and have some decency

[unkempt bear]

You didn't explain anything that happened so it's kinda tough to offer advice, but based on your age and the title...

Girls are conditioned to be nervous about guys, especially young girls. It's possible that, due to no fault on your part, she just doesn't want to see you again because the idea of spending time romantically with a guy is too stressful