frigid ibex
Seriously, 13m, (im not supposed to be here) I try to fake my personality in school and at home because my parents are about to squeeze the living frick out of me. They make my younger siblings "teach" me (not disclosing ages) but its insanely embarrasing and i have no idea if I'm overreacting and just a spoiled kid or maybe its acutally because of my parents. They have a really strict schedule, and they know that my happiness 90% solely comes from socializing in my school (especially the afterschool clubs) so they cut it off. FREQUENTLY. If i get too bad on a test, miss a SINGLE day logging literally everything in my life, welp there goes a week, or a month, of being able to even chat. Hiding personality used to actually work until they started slippering me and using all sorts of stuff to hit me, including a thick 700 page book thats printed on 8.5x11 paper, an instrument case that works like a f*cking whip, and a buncha extra stuff. If you look in my bio you'll see that you have some of my friends that helped me against trying to commit die, yeah I wrote help and not cure for a reason. Anything could set it off, like a point off a test, etc. I'm eternally sad and I don't really have some kind of will to live anymore. Wherever life want to take me I don't think I'm going to make it. Also, my parents insult me by calling me a pig, etc (He thinks I'm fat and honestly I think I'm fat now) and really I've considered ending or running away multiple times already. I usually am pretty stable but for some reason I just wnat to end my parents yapping like crazy. Like, the one thing I want to say here is "oml just stfu i dont give two [bleeped] about your opinion" but I'm afraid that's just going to be more hits.
WHAT THE HELL DO I DO???
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