half lance
I’ve post smth like this is many times already but i just don’t know.
One time she caught me and my friend on omengle and started to interrogate/ask me about what happened. I started hyperventilating and she said to stop or she would hit me and i started covering my mouth. She said the next time i hyperventilated to the point i couldn’t breathe she would let me pass out and go to the hospital and tell them why i why hyperventilating (basically saying if i based out she would have me tell the hospital workers how i got in trouble and stuff) Then a few days after she told me she would dress me up so that adults and pedos would find me attractive. Another time she caught me on my laptop while i was grounded and beat me with the chain from her purse. Another time she threatened to beat me till i bleed. She’s slapped me in the face multiple times, i would feel dizzy after sometimes. She’s punched my body a few times and had told me she’s wanted to punch me in my face and knock my teeth out. Another time she told me how i should be lucky that she didn’t abort me and she told me she tried to abort me 1-3 times. She’s also beat me with her belt for eating bread before. She’s threatened to abandon me with my grandmother or to the system and let me get Trafficked there. She’s told me that i was an inconvenience to her life (she was under a lot of stress during that time and i accidentally lost smth so i don’t think it rlly counts) I’m not sure what i did but i had got in trouble and she made me get in the shower just so she could beat me with a cord. She used to force me to take laxatives even when i’m not constipated to “clean my body out” from like junk i guess, i’m not sure if you can use laxatives for that but a few people told me that it’s misuse of laxatives. I just need to know if this is abusive or not. She’ll do stuff like what i listed and then she’ll switch to being this good mom for a bit and then go back to doing shit like this and i just can’t tell.
sullen mist
thick grail