#Journal - Experiences(everything)

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lethal basalt
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I made this journal to talk about things that I experience, either big impacts or small things. Big paragraphs or just sentences.

I talk about happy, sad things, it's an everything journal.

Started:
(03/08/24)
12:15am

dim cedar
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lethal basalt
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(20/9/2024

I just got a 3 on my math test out of 8, I am crying and breaking down. I never get anything lower than a six and I'm always at the top of my class, what the hell happened? I am extremely sad and disappointed in myself.

I am literally defined by grades, if I don't have good grades then I don't have anything. People say I'm dramatic but they don't understand what it's like to be an academic achiever.

By Monday I'll be studying in the library as much as I can, I can't fail. If I fail then I am literally nothing.

I won't rest until I see only 7 and 8s on my report card istg.