#My personal journal —

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hello and welcome to my journal, i’ve been wanting to do one since months but never got to.

here i’d like to rant or vent about my daily struggles and thoughts and whatsoever. they really do get stressful sometimes.

TW for any triggering topic really.
(mostly me being aggressive)

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gonna sleep. today — well, actually yesterday — sucked.
i have expectations for tomorrow.
bye bye

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i slept in LOL but it’s fair, considering how late i went to sleep

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contemplating if i should go out or not

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first i’ll eat something i guess

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coffee and flat bread with ham yummy

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uh oh i feel another manic episode creeping in

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in the end i went out and did what i wanted to do so 🙏

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STAYIN’ ALIVE, STAYIN’ ALIVE

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good morning

opal salmon
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Hit kanye west song from one of his most succesful albums:

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i went outside and

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did stuff

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👍

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manic again woo

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this is my mind palace

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get out

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nevermind it’s not

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does OP stand for original poster or

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overpower

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am i op

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.

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why am i not allowed to put gifs

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this is a crime

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can someone explain to me why i’m suicidal even though i danced less than 8 hours ago

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idc

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drink 8 coffees a day

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cant stand people

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🔪

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fr

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dont make me think of school pls

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KSJSKSKS

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september

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die

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UGH

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“ooaoa wake me in september! 🎵”

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don’t.

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soo bored

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i want to sit on the top of a tall building

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i’ll explode before or shortly after school starts

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i want to be free 🎶

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i want to bee freee

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it’s actually “break”

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christ

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no pain

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no gain

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oooo lalala

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idk the lyrics

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I TKRTURE YOUU

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I WANT TO BREAK FREE

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I WANT TO BREAAK FREEE

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I’VE GOT TO BREAK FREE

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GOD KNOWS

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GOD KNOWS I WANT TO BREAK FREE

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it’s raining while sunny

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very sunny

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booored

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i read

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unspeakable things

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i think i’ll explode

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dynamite pls

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who will you be tonight

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that’s the question

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NANANANANA

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good

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i just remembered

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something VERY embarrassing i did once because i had been caught

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and

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bro

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aw look what you made me do

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nanananana

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look what you made me do

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i don’t trust nobody and nobody trusts me

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lalalal

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WE WILL STAND TAAALL

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AND FACE IT ALL TOGETHER

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AT SKYFALL

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PUT YOUR HAND IN MY HAND

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AND WE’LL STAAAAAAAAND

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LET THE SKY FALLLLL

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WHEN IT CRUUUMBLEEES

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WE WILL STAND TAAAALL

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FACE IT ALL TOGETHER

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NANANNAANANANA

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AT SKYFALL

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LET THE SKY FAAAAAAAAAALL

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WE WILL STAND TAAAAAAALL

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AT

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SKY

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FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALL

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hug 🫂

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laa bohemee

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LAAA BOHEEMEEEE

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it’s raining soo hard these days

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i love it cause it means it’ll be cold soon

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i hope summer explodes

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autumn/winter best seasons

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i just hope i make it till then

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since school starts and all

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that hateful routine

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i have ppl to talk to but i don’t want to talk to them

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and i have things i must get off my chest but i don’t want to tell them

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i’d kill someone if i really wanted to

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i’m tempted to but i don’t know who

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i need someone to offer themselves

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THAT’S LIFE

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THAT’S LIFEEE

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you must help me 🐠

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why is everyone ignoring me 😥

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i mean everyone

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irl too

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im not

humble ermine
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i am here. let me hug you

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oh crap i forgot about this

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thank you two

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this thing is stupid

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there’s no need to support me or anything

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when im bored i just write random things

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nothing serious

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there has been very significant things i wanted to write but didn’t (i created this with the idea of writing them here)

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but i only take out the silly ones

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played piano at the university and

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a guy clapped for me 🙏

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it was silly

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school nooo nooo

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boo

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help

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i hope i make at least a friend

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i know no one from

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fr* explode

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i didn’t—

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I MADE 2 FRIENDS

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EHAHEHAEHAFDN

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SDGOPDGòMDGFòLMGDF+

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L

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ZXCùòù

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EFRòW3

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RSTOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

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