#CRUSH...nvm.

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ocean topaz
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<@&993332385670246420> IDK WHAT TO DO..THERES THIS GUY IN MY CLASS AND RECENTLY IM UNSURE ABT MY FEELINGS AND TODAY WAS SO EMBARRASSING. THIS WEEK HAS LITERALLY BEEN EMBARRASSING.

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Like first of all

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On monday i got my books from the locker

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And as the unorganized bitch i am i literally had them stashed in there

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So i try to take my English book out

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But all my bookd are literally in my arms

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So im like in a limbo pose where im trying to holf on for dear life

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And the guy, lets call him mango

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He asked if i wanted help Which is normal

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Right?

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And then yeah

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He helped me

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Took my books

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Teased me

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Threw my books and left

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On the table**

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Okay so

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And then like 6th period

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Im trynn go up to the teacher

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Mango made me trip

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On purpose.m

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And then yea

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I flipped him off

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Then

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TODAY

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We had this subject where we learn abt motivation and trust at school

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And then we had this game

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My dumbass wanted to stay away from him so i went all the way to the front, and hes all the way at the back

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But

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THE GAME WAS TO HOLD EACH OTHERS HAND

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AND THEN HE ENDED UP GETTING SEATED RIGHT BESIDE ME

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SO THE WHOLE GAME, FOR 30 MINUTES WE HELD HANDS

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I literally couldn't breathe.

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Then in the middle of the game

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He turns to me

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Holds his hands out

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And smiles

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I COULDNT BREATHE

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He said something

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But i couldnt hear since my left ear had airpods

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And then i turned and said what?

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He said

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No homo

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I still dont understand what that means

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So i screamed out

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ARE U CALLING ME A MAN?

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he screamed NO?

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And then i said what then?

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Wdym?

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He said

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No dw, i shouldn't say it or (insert friends name) will kill me

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My friend is REALLY tough, shes a tall girl everyones scared of

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And yeah

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Omg his hands were pretty

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ANYWAYS

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He kept adjusting my hands 😭😭😭

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I COULDNT BREATHE

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Then i remembered this is reality and he may not lile me

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But after the game

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(we lost)

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I could feel him throwing me some glances

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I did too

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UGH I COULDN'T STOP THINKINH ABT HIM

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And then

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After school basically

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He walked home..crazy since we live in the same neighborhood

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I yook the bus

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I kept thinkinh abt him

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I WENT OFF THE BUS

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AS I SAW HIM

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AND THEN CHANGED MY ROUTE

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IVE NEVER DONE THIS STOP

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And

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I catch myself just wanting to look at him.

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And then

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Hes RIGHT BEHIND MEEEE

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SO I JS WALK UP

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AND THEN I LOOK BEHIND

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HES LOOKING AT ME

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So i walk faster

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Cuz i was scared

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Hes so fucking tall

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And then

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Yeah

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I lost him

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As i went home

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I hope he didnt see my addresse 🎀

ocean topaz
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Yall please help

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I keep thinking of him

stable saffron
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AWWW U GUYS ARE SO CUTEE

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i think he likes u

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😊

little zinc
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AS A DUDE, THAT DUDE LIKES YOU

ocean topaz
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So i punched him

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But he started yelling at me and calling me names

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And i left the school

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Crying

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I want to die

real pewter
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Deam.. that dude really isnt loved by his parents..

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I mean

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Idk if he was trolling

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Or got dared by 1 of his friends

molten marsh
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Boys are simple tell him you love him its that easy

real pewter
molten marsh
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What is Your religion?

real pewter
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?

molten marsh
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Why did he make fun of it

real pewter
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Idk

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Hes prolly a dumbass

little zinc
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Leave his ahh

ocean topaz
ocean topaz
ocean topaz
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And i overheard him saying that he likes a girl from back in his country

real pewter
ocean topaz
real pewter
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Try to not acknowladge his existance

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Or try and make a scenario where it wasnt you that liked him, and him, and he made fun of you because hes out if your league

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Idk if i expressed myself clear

ocean topaz
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CRUSH...nvm.

ocean topaz
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And calling u names

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And u js felt weak so u hit them

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But it was too weak so they yell and humiliate u more

real pewter
ocean topaz
real pewter
ocean topaz
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Girls humiliating girls is disgusting, that's js being a bad girls girl pick me

real pewter
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Ik

real pewter
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Those meanies alr started vaoing at 13, i bet that in 5 years imma see them in a truck parking lot

ocean topaz
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AHAHAHHAHAH

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Real

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Biggest flex is that I never vaped

ocean topaz
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Probably

real pewter
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Same with that guy, hes just small minded and probally wont become something in life

ocean topaz
real pewter
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Youre better off not knowing

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Im just gonna say its a site where all the whores go

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And make money

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Or andrew tate business type site

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Just donr search it

ocean topaz
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Scared to even search up

real pewter
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Its just an adulr site not anythung gore oe that stuff just 18+ stuff but youll want to wash your eyes after

ocean topaz
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Mhm