idk what more to write.
#wanna kill myself
shadow light
Hello there..
Sorry to bother you, may I know why you giving up on life?
Is there anything from your past that kept bothering you/your mental illness?
barren dome
tried it once already
Hey..
calm ember
Hello there..
Sorry to bother you, may I know why you giving up on life?
so im 16, and i just dont care. in can't do anything in life, im lonely, lazy etc. nobody gives a shit abt me and im not able to change that. my mother died in 2013 and my father is.. not normal? he has anger issues same as me.
(Sorry for any language mistakes, english is not my first language.)
barren dome
so im 16, and i just dont care. in can't do anything in life, im lonely, lazy et...
giving up your life isnt the best way, even if your real life is hard you can get friends here
calm ember
giving up your life isnt the best way, even if your real life is hard you can ge...
i do, but when i see... idk, friends or couples in public, it makes me feel worthless or just bad and i feel like a burden to ppl that pretend to care abt me
barren dome
i do, but when i see... idk, friends or couples in public, it makes me feel wort...
look everyone has another friends expect for one, and you dont need to feel worthless because theyre friends with other people, try to being better friend with those people instead of feeling worthless and lose whole friendship with them
If you will give up its wont help to anybody and to yourself too, but if you will try to go through this and make your life better, then if it will success (if you will try hardly its will) you will have an amazing experience that can help you in hard situations during life
drowsy basin
so im 16, and i just dont care. in can't do anything in life, im lonely, lazy et...
it isnt worth it
shadow light
so im 16, and i just dont care. in can't do anything in life, im lonely, lazy et...
I understand.
You're being through so much that basically you feel "nothing" anymore leading you feeling having no purpose in life since you're giving up after suffering so much..
Do you feel "you deserve it"..?
drowsy basin
of course he does
shadow light
i do, but when i see... idk, friends or couples in public, it makes me feel wort...
You're in "despair". You feeling that there's no help anymore after you're suffering so much that you tend to feel "life is worthless" making you feel nothing anymore. In that point you thinking "ending" it would be the right awnser isnt..?
Do you have any childhood friends/friends in school?
Or having someone that understand your situation?
calm ember
Or having someone that understand your situation?
one guy, he feels like i do. we talk from time to time.
calm ember
You're in "despair". You feeling that there's no help anymore after you're suffe...
yea
calm ember
I understand.
You're being through so much that basically you feel "nothing" an...
kinda
shadow light
of course he does
He/She need reassurence, people like them cannot be leaved alone. It can make do self-harm.
I used to do that before
shadow light
one guy, he feels like i do. we talk from time to time.
Did he helped you going through it?
Or it just making you worse?
drowsy basin
He/She need reassurence, people like them cannot be leaved alone. It can make do...
ik
calm ember
Did he helped you going through it?
Or it just making you worse?
helped, sure. he understands me
shadow light
helped, sure. he understands me
May I know why you still think about "ending" it?
Is it because your parents, school, friends, and your past. Kept bothering you making you always overthink about it?
calm ember
May I know why you still think about "ending" it?
Is it because your parents, s...
i think i dont care enough abt myself ti live more
shadow light
went thru similar things.
It's triggering you making you "wanting" to do it..?
calm ember
think so
shadow light
i think i dont care enough abt myself ti live more
I see..
You need someone that could understand, support, and helped you get your confidence back?
But at the same time you're scared of them leaving you abandoned?
Also you can't trust them fully since you've suffered so much that you tend to feel it's useless?
calm ember
I see..
You need someone that could understand, support, and helped you get you...
i mean, i wrote this post cause i just had to got it off my chest. i really appreciate ur help, but u dont have to text to me that much. but answering your question.. i think i can't tell anyone irl how i feel cause they dont know how is it and that it will make me seem wierd.
shadow light
think so
I understand. It sounds like writing that post was a way for you to release some of what you're feeling. But I'll respect your space and won't message you as frequently. It's tough when it feels like others won't understand. But remember, what you're going through isn't weird—it's valid, and there are people who can help you navigate it.
It's okay if people can't understand how you've feeling lately. You've suffered ALOT. And you're the only one fully understand yourself.
But, you can't always feel like this. And you can change it..
As for me when I almost "commit" I challenge myself focusing doing what I've enjoyed. Doing my hobbies, improving my skill, exercise, enjoying nature, etc. And also pretty much wasting my time finding something that I could distract myself from doing it. 😁🙏
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Sorry If I reply too much, it's just hard to see people that suffered like how I used to be..
I'm trying my best to help you get through this phase from my experience.. 🙏