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hey squad, i typically do a bunch of motivational threads and this will be something like that? in a way?? i’m going to give some INSANE LORE!! the plot twists r crazy i swear..

i started dating this guy in January, we got together relatively quick so that was already a red flag but the person i was before and in the relationship,,, i had no self respect — i wanted a relationship so bad i never considered myself and when i got it i was happy. it’s been two consecutive months since i got out of that relationship — it was my first one. like. ever… so it was really really special and tragic ofc. there was no red flags (in the beginning) and there was nothing more i could’ve asked for, he was a perfect as the word perfect could be. it was like the books i read, he was everything i’ve ever wanted and more. he treated me the best anyone could’ve and i felt safe. but of course, it ended, things have been revealed about his character and mine. and uh i haven’t been so nice to myself after it all. (tw) ||this is something to note because, unfortunately it will come back up but i had developed some sort of eating insecurity in the relationship, where i couldn’t eat around him cuz it felt awkward and felt he may judge me.|| but ofc it ended up going away briefly

basically throughout this very short relationship we discussed being open about struggles and when we need each other. he opened up about the loss of a parent when he was in eighth grade and ofc i was absolutely crushed bc NOBODY SHOULD GO THROUGH THAT! skip a week later i open up about my mental health and SH history. of course i explain i’ve been doing really good for a while but he wanted me to promise him ||i would NEVER harm again.||

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now, for the people who’ve experienced the same issues before, you all know you can’t make promises like that. this kind of stuff will never be guaranteed. so i promise him but eventually break it — and he leaves me until he sees “improvement” ?? uh huh well anywho we end up sharing a kiss that got a little crazy and he told me to tell no one abt it bc we’re broken up n stuff so i was like okay then. HE GOES AND TELLS MY FRIEND!!! 😦 i am gagged,, so im furious and i tell my inner circle! and my other friend who will be

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brought up again. he calls me and claims i lied to him about telling no one then telling my entire group…. obvi that was wrong of me but atm ur like projecting bc of actions you did that i’m reflecting. erm okay! then he asked if i told anyone else and i said no, but i did and it’s that other friend but my fellow ADHDers know that gang is forgetful like we got memory lapses all the damn time. so he calls me a week later telling me all “you lied to me you told this person blah blah blah i never wanna be w u again” i was sobbing ofc i’m just a girl but then i yapped to my friend n told her “that relationship was embarrassing anyway” I FEEL BAD ABT THAT LOWEST KEY BUT IT WAS OUY OF ANGER AND FRUSTRATION!! so anyway this guy somehow gets a

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screenshot of me saying that and CALLS ME

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he’s all “i don’t forgive you for saying that” and “i never said anything bad about you” (which is a lie)

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and im just like okay?

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idrc

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whats ur point

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anyway skip to a few weeks ago

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i find out HES ALREADY DATING A NEW GIRL

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it’s been two months since we broke up

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i was flabbergasted

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anyway he’s probably drilled this idea into her head that i’m the devil or something but

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i talk to my friend Santi about it and ask if he ever considered telling this new girl my whole story (i left my mental health part out of this for@the soul reason it gets messy af, but it’s about his mental manipulation)

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and he said he has considered it

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so for further clarity he asks new girlfriends best friend what she thinks and she said that “she looks so happy right now, wait a little longer”

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so.. here’s where the plot thickens

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i started writing a book, about this wholeee thing

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and she’d have a character bc it’s relevant to the plot

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as i’m thinking abt her, i just can’t seem to stop

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now, she’s all i think about

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today i ran into her a few times and was speechless every damn time

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she is the most beautiful girl i’ve ever seen

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and i got closer to myself and did some careful thinking

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i came down to the conclusion that

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i have a crush on her

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i have a crush on my ex boyfriends new girlfriend

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(who is a straight girl)

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that’s all currently squad,, i will be updating

#savi lore to make your day more interesting