#Insecure,anxiety,and parent issues.

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TW: ||s3lf h4rm.|| hi! im bella and i recently (this year) have been struggling with severe anxiety,being insecure, and parent issues. (BTW dm's are always open if u need someone to talk to <3) anyways my parents have always been fighting and it has been really traumatizing to see my mom suffer also with anxiety and stress.My mom is not scared of my dad,but i am,he is always yelling at be for no reason and he is really aggressive. ( not in an abusive way) My mom has been thinking about a divorce and at first i did not want that with my parents because i never understood what my mother was seeing,but now i understand,i love my father but he is just really aggressive and i dont like it.All i want is for my mom to be happy. (ANXIETY) My anxiety is almost always through the roof and i have not been like this ever since i started to grow up,a lot of my friends have the same exact issues but i dont want to always run to them with my problems,me and them are still young and we know we do not need to be in these types of situations but i get it from my parents.I have PTSD and sometimes i just need to open up about it to some people.I dont like being sad,annoying or just depressed because i like to have fun and be normal.But i know that is hard for me and some other people.(INSECURITIES) Being insecure is the biggest thing on here because i play softball and i have thick thighs,i like to wear shorts a lot but i am always insecure about my thighs,b00bs,and weight.Again my friends have the same problems and i feel like the only way of feeling pain is by ||cutt1ng mys3lf|| and ||s3lf h4rm||,I know its not right,nor healthy but i dont know what else to do.I lost a lot of my friends but i feel good without them,and recently went through a breakup that also helped me feel better.But i feel like i need more than that. Please give advice if you have experienced or is experiencing anything in common because i need help. Thank you so much everyone ❤️

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i actually wanna || kms|| but like i dont wanna leave-

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but its like the only way bru-

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bruh imma ||end myself|| in like 2 days bruh-

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pls send advice cuz i need help😭

austere onyx
# quaint portal TW: ||s3lf h4rm.|| hi! im bella and i recently (this year) have been struggli...

Hello there, let me introduce myself first.

I'm SynCatz, you can call me Catz. After reading and deepen the content of your message. I also have experience about family problem especially my step-father usually beating my mother and yelling at me. I understand how you've been through and it's really tough to accept that memory from your past. I'm so sorry for you and your mother.

Also experiencing recent break-up (broke up 2 days ago). Losing someone that you loved and trust the most is really tough, not because you missed them but. It's just those memories that you've make together. Also sacrificing your time and health just to be with them. Making you believe he's the one for you.

Your insurancities about the way your look is also been really tough since it reminded me of my past used to get bullied for being overweight. Also your friend suffering same problem with you. But at the same time I'm also proud of you that leaving your friend/toxic friend is good for you to start changing your perspective about everyone.

About ending your life. Please think about it first. Try to remember your past memories (positive/good ones). Ask yourself what you did for the past 5 years of your life. Are you doing enough? Have you achieved your goal/dream..?

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My apology if I'm bad at giving advice, I tried my best from my experience. 🙏

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Thank you so much for the advice,i will use these more and more as i try and find myself,thank you for the advice and im so happy that we have/had the same issues.I do have a lot to remember about and being more positive.Again thank you.

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austere onyx
# quaint portal Thank you so much for the advice,i will use these more and more as i try and fin...

No problem, I'm proud of you that you already starting to change/accept yourself. I do it's really hard and it sounded impossible. But in the end, the only person that can save you from this nightmare is yourself. And the only person that can make that happen is yourself. Also you're the only one that you can trustfully yourself. Don't rely on people that didn't understand your emotion.

"Trust yourself to change everything, in the end. You're the only one that can save yourself."