#I feel alone over me having this family issue... I feel neglected and mistreated...

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shrewd marlin
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So here's me... the only man in the house. There's so much feminine influence going on, because of my cousin thinking that she runs my house, despite my sister's name on it! Taking apart the burners of the stove, throwing away old pans and cutting boards, despite then still being used.

I keep telling her that it's still my house, but her stubborn ass doesn't want to listen. And she's in her 40s, and acts like she's in high school. And right now. I just had a huge mental spiral over her arguing with me on how the kitchen's dirty and her refusal to cook in it because of that. Meanwhile, a friend of mine named Dave who used to cooked there didn't even felt bothered of it at all. He cooked us breakfast if he had the time, and cleaned the dishes. That's it. He didn't complain about the house being a mess. He just kept it to herself. I told her to get out or call the cops. Dave wants me to ignore this shit. Yet here she is, causing problems, and not even cooking in the damn house! Dinner was pizza, despite we get that on Fridays! Just show how much she cares for herself, and not even anyone else!

I just need support. Because I'm not going to call up Dave or my sister over this constantly. And I'm not going to blow up my friend's DMs whenever she opens her mind. I'm not allowing this. I'm not allowing someone that drinks a lot too. Yeah. She also drinks too. Which is why I want her out. But the problem is that she's not hitting on me, which'll not make the cops believe me on what I say. And seeing that my mother's mentally ill, she doesn't have the mind to speak out to Raquel like she used to do when she used to live here.

shrewd marlin
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04/26/2024:

Might as well used this as my journal. I tried convincing Dave for me to stay over at his place. But he refused, due to his sister still being over. And another person in his house called: "Selene." Yet another argument occurred. It was her accusing me of "stealing her beer". Despite me not touching it. Dave calls on my cell phone. And he asks me if I did. I replied with the same answer: No. You know. Instead of telling her off to not drink in my house. He normalizes her kind of behavior that got her not wanting Dave to be in his house anymore. And Ma can't do nothing about it due to her mental illness. Mind you. This is the same person that told me today earlier that she was going to a shelter. And the same person to say that I shouldn't allow her to control my house. Yet here he is, being controlled by this narcissist, pressing me over a "beer" that I took. When I haven't even took anything at all.

Tomorrow. If I can. I plan on staying over at my ex's house for emotional comfort. I really don't want to, because she kept pressing me for money. But I have no other choice. Ma isn't doing nothing. My sister can't do nothing. Dave isn't doing nothing in my defense. The only comfort I have is the Internet. And I do not want to use it 24/7 over my cousin. I just want her out of my grip. I just want to get some sleep. I haven't had a good night's rest for a week now. And yet, nobody hasn't even said a single thing in my defense over my grievances on her. It's almost as if like she placed a spell on them. And meanwhile, I'm the only person that can see the bullshit she spews. I could call up my sister. But she's working. And always plays dumb over what's going on. But I'll try. And I'll tell her that I plan on going somewhere else that isn't Dave's. Anywhere away from my cousin.