outer tangle
For some context my parents have left me and my siblings at our grandma (im youngest 15 im male, I have a sister 22 and a brother 24) last time I have seen my father irl is 3 years old and my mom barely visits (a month every few years (after about 2 weeks is the next time she visits) anyways I am just feeling extremely bad I dont really know well how to describe it, but like basically I am trapped and alone like just about everyone is against me I have a cousin which is about 8 years old although she is extremely hyper and quite spoiled, as well as kind of violent they want to come in the next days for a few days to visit me and my nephew (my sister left her kid with us for about 2 months as she goes to work he is 4 years old) and also with my cousin he mother also comes, which is a very whiny person who overblows small issues and sees anything as an issue only if her daughter is affected I always have the worst days whenever they come as they basically treat me as their butler or something of that sort, anyways my cousin has a cold and I had told my sister that they will come who she then said they might then let him stay with some relatives for a bit as she is here although my grandma just started to yell at me nonstop, threatening me and ridiculing me for telling my sister that my grandma hates me a lot and overblows small issues, she mainly hates me because I had anger issues as a kid although nowadays I am a lot calmer than back then, to be honest I just dont know what to do I had already just basically sat in a corner where she couldnt see me and cried (also pretty much our entire family doesn't believe in mental health issues and thinks they are just excuses)